Thank you my friend.
I keep thinking that every step that I take is the right move to do but then another thing happens and I fall apart. Such is life right now and I know it will end, it just bugs me how much it is taking out of me as I just sit and wait. My patience is not in waiting right now. I'm drained. I can't let him see that as it is a weakness cause I know it will be something more for his gain. How do people play this game? I tried hard to avoid it.