reading you is sometimes a mirror i don't want to see but i do, and i spend almost all my days stoned too, only that i don't do coffe or beer(sometimes, one per month and maybe less, and i love beer but it's expensive and just is not something i do) but i do a lot of marihuana, but no marihuana instead a cousin of it, called "cripi" or "supermarihuana" like it's told in news, there was a time that i used to smoke three joints a day or more (i dont count it) and that was my way to hide the nightmare i live in, now i know the path is conciousnes and i feel fear too and sometimes it's overweilming.
i had tears on my face right now, i found a lot of support in you.
Brother! I have tears thinking about your tears!
I think because you are younger it is not so important. Smoking weed all the time is what young people do ;)
But as a father and the person who must provide for his family I feel like it is just a waste of money now. I will still smoke it when the right occasion comes, but no more will it be every day. But in order to make this happen I must first stop completely.
It has been 5 days now and I must say... I'm feeling okay. No big deal :)
yeah but i can't waste the little i had on vices and that's a sacrifice that i had to do even if im young, or at least it's a worry, that day i was sensible, today im better, and here's not so much expensive lol, it's ilegal but it's cheap and everyones knows it, it's a fiscal paradise, that was a tearm today i heared.