I´ve always asked myself about my true goal in life. My response?
I want to keep experimenting how everything in the universe works so I can carve personal paths for my own evolution, fulfillment ant integration with everything else, my way. Along the way, I want to get to know beyond prejudice or fear why does everything have to be that way, and how many other ways can it be. I consider myself a true explorer, in the deepest meaning of the word.
And both light and darkness are my home...
I consider myself to be just starting my journey(we´ll to be fair, It´s been more than 20 years and I´ve already learned a lot, but I still feel like I´m just starting).
Yes, I realize that what you´ve just said about ego. But I´m not really lacking confidence in the power of divine, I´m just really really curious, and don´t want to just go to the moon, I want to know why is it out there in the first place(metaphorically speaking).
Thanks for sharing your insights!
I totally understand, that you want to know "gods mind" and the reasons why everything is as it is, but you may never find a satisfactory answer to that. On the other hand, if god would reveal his complete plan for every aspect of creation to you, what exactly would be different then?
How would the knowledge about the true workings of the universe change anything in your daily life? You still would feel shitty, when you're shitty. 😀
Yes, but the reason I´m not on a purely spiritual path is that I don´t wanna rush to the end of the movie. Instead I want to experience it fully, only getting out of places that are too tough, but even experiencing those a little while. At the end of the day, feeling bad or good it´s not what´s most important. For me, it´s wisdom and peace.