“Numbers are the universal language offered by the deity to humans as confirmation of the truth”
St. Augustine of Hippo
There is an old shamanic tale that speaks about the tears that fall from our pain. It is believed that they are the manifested frustration of our souls not fulfilling their complete potential. This is true. Your potential is as a creator. Are you living up to that potential?
If your life does not seem to be much of a controlled existence then that is fantastic. You have made an observation and have climbed off the bandwagon. You have looked around you and found that you want to change. Found that you do not simply accept life as it is. It may be the husband or the house, it could be the job or the fact that you are just scraping by each and every month.
The reason behind your need for change does not matter. It does, however, herald a great turning point in your life. An awakening. No one else can change your life. If you feel out of control, then you need to take back your power. You need to take control of your life. The great news is that you are in control. You just have to remember that. You have to take back your power and change your life according to your life’s purpose. You deserve to live into your fullest potential. You deserve happiness. You deserve health. You deserve to master your destiny and walk on the path that is meant for you. Stop living someone else’s dream. Live yours.
There is no use in sitting around and waiting for a better day to come along, that day is not going to arrive unless it is created by you. The funny thing with saving graces like your prince charming or fairy godmother is that if you believe in them they do exist, but if you don't take control they will never show up. That perfect moment that you are waiting for is not going to just fall into your lap, if you are not in control of your own life then it will continue exactly as it has up until now. You will continue running around the same mountains and getting the same results.
Everything around you is because you placed it there. You created the beauty and you moulded the beasts. Your clothing, your hair, your family, friends, neighbors and children. The bills and the spurts of luck. It’s all you.
If you put everything in its place, you should be able to take it away, right? RIGHT! You have the power to change and manipulate every moment of your life. You are in control.
Your life does not belong to the man you married, to the parents who brought you into this world. It does not belong to the system, to the country, nor does it belong to this plane of existence. Your life is the map that your soul created to reach a certain destiny. Your life has a purpose. There is a grand design, and it has all been created by you.
You are not running this life course without help though. Astrology, Numerology, Tarot, and various other pseudo-sciences are set on this earth to assist you along the way. To help you remember why you chose this life, why you chose to incarnate on Earth. To show you who you truly are, and how to fulfill your destiny and become a healthier, happier you.
Numerology is one of the lesser practiced forms of guidance, making it more difficult to find a true master. Why? Because of its intricate nature. It does not only encompass one or two chambers of the self, or delight in showing you only the exterior meanings of life. Numerology exists in everything, from the atom to the very reason that you were born. It can show you the past, the present, the future and everything in between, and all this is done with mathematical precision.
Using numerology for empowerment of the self is an exceptionally rewarding experience. The laws behind the numbers open doors and pathways that you never thought possible. This method of guidance will give you new eyes with which to perceive the world in which you live, new tools with which to build the life that you were meant to and countless new avenues to reach the goals that you desire.
Taking back your power is only the tip of the turning point to creating the life that you deserve. This is an exciting time. The following exercise uses the power of numerology to awaken deep rooted soul centered wisdom. Each question is designed in a specific order. This order when done daily in the evening, produces incredible results and sets you onto the your intended life path.
It is a simple exercise, but extremely powerful in its simplicity.
What you will need:
• Create a space in your home for yourself. This is your space. Only yours. No matter how small, it belongs only to you and the meditations and workings that will follow. Decorate your space as you wish, it can be a single rocking chair with your favorite throw and a tiny pillow. The look does not matter, it is the comfort and the sense of belonging that does.
• Obtain a new journal. It can be a lined book, or an elaborate leather bound book, whatever works for you.
• A pen, pencil or crayon.
• A fresh glass of water each day
“When the student is ready, the master will appear.”
Each number, like an onion has a layer which will be peeled away until you reach the core. Once you have found yourself at number 11, follow the meditation and repeat the mantra as many times as you feel necessary. Close off by finishing your glass of water.
Let’s begin.
Go to your space.
Get comfortable.
Inhale deeply through your nose. Breathe out through your mouth. (Repeat three times.) Drink a sip of water.
Open your journal and begin working through the following exercise.
Number one.
Sit and reflect on your day. Don’t think of anything specific. Simply allow the day to replay in front of your eyes. Watch each moment, regardless of how it made you feel. Pretend it is like a movie that you are watching.
Number two:
In your journal, make two columns. The good and the bad. The positive and the negative.
Number three:
What happened today that you can leave in the past? Write it down. What happened today that you can learn from? Write it down.
What did you do today to empower your future? Write it down.
Number four:
In four lines, almost like the stanza of a poem, write free verse. It can say anything and it does not have to make sense. Simply allow yourself to write.
Number five:
Did you feel vulnerable at any point in the day? Why? Where did you feel this in your body? This could be a tingle in your stomach, or the sudden onset of a headache.
Number six:
Name one thing that you wish had happened today which didn’t. How would this have altered the day?
Number seven:
Rewrite your day the way you believe that it should have played out.
Number eight:
Write down every decision that you made. It can be to go to the shops. These decisions must be actions that you took without any exterior influence.
Number nine:
List your achievements today. They can be small or large, they are still achievements.
Number ten:
What did you learn from today that will help you to be a better person tomorrow?
Number eleven:
Read the day that you wrote down in number seven aloud. Sit calmly and feel the new created day wash over you, flow through you and accept it.
Breathe in through your nose, and out through your mouth. Accept the newly created day. Smile. Repeat the following mantra:
“I trust every decision that I made today, I have learned today to create a better tomorrow. I am grateful for my many blessings. I am completely in control of my life. I choose what happens. I design the path forward. I chose to be in this very moment, saying these very words. I am the master of my life. I am living my souls purpose. I trust who I am.”
Finish your glass of water.
