I enjoy response posts, whether reading the interaction, or writing it, and this is one of my favorite subjects.
I have not given up on my search for evidence of god. If I can find some I am not opposed to belief in something I can not fathom. I cannot fathom the full extent of the universe already, but I see that it does, indeed, exist.
I do think that a huge majority of answers that count come from within, and also the questions that count.