Mine too, cheesecake was my childhood favourite. Ultimate Dessert... here ya go... home style apple pie with a twist of pecans, topped with melted sharp cheddar cheese, oreo ice cream and salted caramel syrup. I had it once as a kid and nothing tops it, was on a trip with my father stopped at this dinner that had a large man menu for the truckers going through town. They could not believe I ate the whole half a pie, while my father ate the other half ;)
So advice and self help...... I have no idea where to start.... that's the problem, "just do it", the voice in my mind echoes.... Best advice I can give in one word is "resilience",let me expand on that. My battle has been challenging as of late, reaching almost a crisis. Long story short, if you want details it's somewhere amongst my blog/vlogs LOL, I ended up walking myself into the counselor. While driving past I noticed I had not called that place yet nor did I receive a referral to them, still to new. I had been told 6-8 weeks for an appointment, this office sat me in a chair and had me seen immediately. I walked into that office with the intention to not leaving till they saw me so that whole thing could not have gone better. Point of this while avoiding the nitty gritty, I needed help as I have really not allowed myself to heal over the last several years. I have put off my own well being for far to long, even making the excuse to myself I am here to suffer, I always found myself in situations where giving was at my expense. The one thing that continuously sets me apart from others is resilience, might be just my last name Stubbs but where ever it extends from I refuse to give up. Trick is come at it with a new angle and hit it a little harder, no matter what situation your facing the more you put yourself into it the more you take away, the good and the bad!
When does the bad outweigh the good turning your investment of time and energy into a loss?
Little vague I know but I may be on a bit of a tangent for this one ;)
btw @coruscate @maryjaney you girls are so dainty on camera eating your chocolate, not how I eat chocolate that bar would be gone 5 bites but it would be a terrible video, yours was rather delightful.
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