Separation!!

A Gift of Separation <3

It was his birthday his most special day..and that day she gave him a gift a special gift...a gift of separation..maybe that was what he wanted from a long time or probably it was something else which caused this...but whatever it was,the day was spoiled though she didnt wanted to but things took that turn..maybe he was drunk..he didnt spoke a word..Maybe that was the last time they were talking to each other but whatever it was it was painful for her i guess for him too..she walked away from him but his memories,his innocence,that music library of hers and his love bounded her,she was moving but with a void..Everynight there are moments of sigh,the moments of memories..she never expected things to end this way..she still blames herself for that drastic change in things..she is dying in that guilt..
Her heart cries out loud for him,for his happiness,for his well being..her imaginations are still for him,her loyalty still lies with him..but the sad truth is he isnt there for her nor he will be ever maybe...she isnt sure whether she should wait for him,whether he will come back again..probably no..even if he wants to he wont..they were never committed but they were loyal to each other even without any committment this made them more special but what else....
they had that same heartbreaking journey..maybe because she fell for him which he never wanted to...she couldnt even cry she is too weak to even do that..she feels broken,empty..each moment...each day..maybe he is in the same condition..maybe not..maybe he will always blame her for moving away for breaking the friendship even without realising the pain she suffered before taking that step..or maybe whatsoever..
but the truth is....
He took her heart away,her broken heart,he mended it...
she regained life..she gave him all...and at the end when he walked away he took it all even her smile..even that shine of her eyes and her smiling soul was shattered....
UNFORTUNATELY ONCE AGAIN <3