Have you ever said a lie soo much it became real?
And that lie and the truth which is the original reality struggle with each other every day for control.
Which is real which is not.
Both with equal rights now that the lie has become real.
But what about the truth what about how it all started.
Is he right or is the one that came out of denial of reality the truth.
It's f*cking retarded, right?
It's tricky.
You can only coexist in between.
The lie pulls you over to its side.
But without the truth, there is no basis for your being.
It's all one f*ckfest.
Ever wonder why the f*ck did you create that lie in the first place.
Who knows life may have been simpler, less bullsh*t.
But you crave that lie now.
It's like cocaine.
The more you leech off of it the more you need it.
It gets you to more places and people that the truth ever got you.
One day you'll just end yourself over the conflict to ease the pain.
The easy way out right?
Hahahahaha.
I'm not saying be yourself.
You evolve and grow, you trade a truth for a friend.
It's life.
There is no morally right person on this f*cking planet.
Even if that lie takes over and people who knew you before, realize you're someone else it's fine.
Doesn't really matter in the end.
As depressing as it sounds you move on.
No one gives two f*cks.
But why take all this shit you say?
Why act like someone you're not?
Is this a cry for help?
Jokes I say.
You were born in a world where if you don't change you die.
Look at any f*ckin person. You think they are how they were 5 years ago?
Life isn't a straight line.
It chokes you, so you get stronger.
Get stronger.
Move on.
Okay, like imagine this.
You just kept reinventing yourself over many years constantly everytime you joined a new school, a new job, a new group of friends and after living so many lives. You've actually forgotten what you used to be and all the lies that you said to gain that perfect impression you were looking for starts to gain its own identity and become real. Like you can brag about being amazing at sex all day while still being a virgin but lie for long enough and you trick yourself.
Now you're actually good at it.
The lie has become the truth.
Yes, pleaaaaaaaaaase