• laurabell (65)in #freewrite • 2 years ago

  Past, Present, Future.

  I had to make peace with the past; I had to feel it all over again. Or, maybe rather I chose to feel it; again. I began to digest and to process what had happened to me as a…

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• laurabell (65)in #ocd • 2 years ago

  ORIGINAL SCREEN PLAY “MANEATER”

  [all three character sketches of Madison] Original screenplay and art MANEATER BY: @laurabell EXT. TRAILER - NIGHT A blanket of moonlight shines upon a rusty trailer.…

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• laurabell (65)in #ocd • 2 years ago

  Family of Five

  FAMILY OF FIVE \ ORIGINAL POEM father said all men weren't good enough for me. queen of mean teenage dream ripped at the seam. They all beeline for the canteen to…

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• laurabell (65)in #ocd • 2 years ago

  silent

  silent // ORIGINAL POEM silence of the lambs, from grams to programs. fromprogramsbacktograms. from grams to ounces. from ounces to pounds. from pounds to…

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• laurabell (65)in #ocd • 2 years ago

  "Bridges"

  "BRIDGES" rage loaded gage explosions a positive omen broken. returning to bridges burnt down gravesites overturned, a village in ashes. internalized immobilized…

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• laurabell (65)in #ocd • 2 years ago

  Original Poem called "O"

  ORIGINAL POEM: "O" can't speak can't talk can't walk can't sulk I reek I am chic I seek to speak can't speak can not speak not speak speak not knot speaking in…

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• laurabell (65)in #ocd • 3 years ago

  2022 New Years Resolution.

  I had a New Years resolution in the beginning of this year to read fifty books. This will double the twenty-something personal record I had in twenty fifteen-ish. If I wanted to…

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• laurabell (65)in #ocd • 3 years ago

  By Blaming Myself.

  I was inside of Second Nature Wilderness Program (SNWP) and my parents would send me letters every week that would be brought by the therapist. Communication with the outside…

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• laurabell (65)in #ocd • 3 years ago

  Responsibility = Freedom

  @drrune recently commented on my previous post, "I've personally learned that Responsibility = Freedom. May you always be given the space to hold yourself accountable and answer…

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• laurabell (65)in #ocd • 3 years ago

  Responsibility is good.

  words are like a bit of medicine for the soul. The idea of responsibility felt overwhelming and downright impossible. I would respond, essay after essay; letter after letter…

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• laurabell (65)in #naturalmedicine • 3 years ago

  a·nal·o·gy

  {when I am writing I feel} DICTIONARY DEFINTION a·nal·o·gy a comparison between two things, typically for the purpose of explanation or clarification. a…

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• laurabell (65)in #blog • 3 years ago

  Writing my memoir will take five to seven years.

  The art inside of me isn't something that I can control. I am writing on this platform because I believe web 3.0 is the way of the future, I can sense it. And I want to honor my…

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• laurabell (65)in #ocd • 3 years ago

  The Return.

  These are some older pictures of myself when I began this cycle. It has caused me to refect upon the now. Here I am living in the same state --- potentially taking on the same…

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• laurabell (65)in #ocd • 3 years ago

  Viral On The Interweb, Again.

  I went viral on tiktok; three videos so far climbed over one million views, some even got to two. And so, I am excited to unite HIVE and TikTok one day. {new moon energy, an…

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• laurabell (65)in #alienarthive • 4 years ago

  Blacklight.

  Art is a process. And I am documenting How I — I gave {you} my pain on a silver platter; raw, undigested thought matter. this is the complete progress of…

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• laurabell (65)in #poetry • 4 years ago

  Mother.

  {a native delaware cactus.} white lifeboat // original poem the titanic went down; two life boats floating. my mother just sat there, staring. “mom, I’ve got to get…

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• laurabell (65)in #ocd • 4 years ago

  Original Poem // “I Am Whole”

  I AM WHOLE // original poem my apologies if you missed the god in me the god shaped whole in me i am the black hole they warned you about. can you see through me…

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• laurabell (65)in #ocd • 4 years ago

  I am the same child, inside.

  A stranger came up to me when I was writing in my notebook; a bit stranger when he asked to borrow a piece of paper and a pen — and oddly enough he came back to return both.…

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• laurabell (65)in #ocd • 4 years ago

  I am the spaces between the atoms.

  Who am I? I used to journal as a kid and begin every new diary with a proclamation of self. I would attempt to answer “who am I?” And would proceed to list various things I…

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• laurabell (65)in #ocd • 4 years ago

  Blame me.

  I wrote this awhile back. I reread it today to feel the anger coming from my child self. It made me think about the parents who claim corporal punishment to be okay, “because…

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