COMING OUT introduce myself true version (ENG/ESP)

in GEMS3 months ago

Hi there I'm a trans woman!

I don't know how to say everything i have mind in this moment.

I have not mentioned it before for fear of my family's actions that could put me at risk, when they found out that my phone line was cut off for a month for really absurd reasons.

I can't be myself in this hostile environment, even here because they can read me.

Hola soy una mujer trans!

No sé cómo decir todo lo que tengo en mente en este momento.

No lo he mencionado antes por temor a que las acciones de mi familia pudieran ponerme en riesgo, cuando me sacaron del closet me quitaron mi línea telefónica durante un mes por razones realmente absurdas.

No puedo ser yo misma en este entorno hostil, incluso aquí porque pueden leerme.

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At first when I started this I had the illusion that it would work as an escape route but... I think it was complicated for me.

To begin with, I don't know what content to spend more time on because many times I try to bring good content and nobody cares and I refuse to continue creating content that does not contribute anything or to be like the people I know that a large part of their publications are lies.

I have half told the truth because (But at least I don't build my blog on lies) if it is true that I am autistic and if we have diverse and valid identities and sexualities.

Al principio cuando comencé esto tenía la ilusión de que funcionaría como una vía de escape pero ... creo que fue complicado para mí.

Para empezar, no sé en qué contenido dedicar más tiempo porque muchas veces trato de traer buen contenido y a nadie le importa y me niego a seguir creando contenido que no aporta nada ni a ser como las personas que conozco que un gran parte de sus publicaciones son mentiras.

He dicho la verdad a medias porque (pero al menos no construyo mi blog sobre mentiras) si es cierto que soy autista y si tenemos identidades y sexualidades diversas y válidas.
Face reveal!

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I must to say that I am a real beauty, but unappreciated hahaha!

One of the reasons that motivated me to publish this is to decide if this will be my last publication since I am sick of not being valued.

Now I am going to give you the summary of the history of my gender, in my childhood at the beginning I did not give much importance to gender roles, but whenever I did things that corresponded to stereotypically feminine behaviors, they scolded me for what I began to be. afraid to express myself as myself.

As a teenager, I was put a lot of pressure to fit normative standards of masculinity by forcibly trying to be masculine, but it clearly didn't work.

The first thing I told my friends was that I was bisexual, then I began to explore my gender identity, positioning myself first as a non-binary person but I never mentioned it until I finally accepted that I am a woman.

My friends reacted very well, but another part of my family was horrible to me and still is.

Ahora les daré el resumen de historia de mi genero, en mi niñez al principio no le tome mucha importancia a los roles de genero, pero siempre que hacia cosas que correspondía con comportamientos estereotipicamente femeninos me regañaban por lo que comencé a tener miedo de expresarme como yo misma.

En mi adolescencia sufrí mucho presión por encajar en los estándares de masculinidad normativos por que forzosamente intente ser masculina, pero claramente no funciono.

Lo primero que les dije a mis amigos era que era bisexual, luego fui explorando mi identidad de genero primero posicionandome como persona no binaria pero nunca lo mencione hasta que por fin acepte que soy mujer.

Mis amigos reaccionaron muy bien, pero otra parte mi familia fue horrible conmigo y lo sigue siendo.

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This is all for today (?) If you are interested in knowing more about the subject, you can leave your doubts in the comments.

Esto es todo por hoy (?) si les interesa saber mas del tema pueden dejar sus dudas en los comentarios.

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