We are the way we are because we are created to be this way where we are able to learn, relearn and adapt to the new order that life throws into the works.
Seeing the days and colors with the power to identify and know them is a blessing and fit as ling as we can do that, we owe it to ourselves to keep at it because it makes sense.
Don't fight to change you for the worse but fight to change for the better because if you can think it, it is in your DNA and you should never stop trying.
Today, you have what it takes to be a better version of you and failing to do that will completely defeat the purpose of the way you are.