This is an incredible post @jesustiano. You've poured your heart out in the most beautiful manner and touched multiple points of importance. My how you've grown and the things you've learned. That is a precious gift.
With regard to your question, loneliness is something I've only experienced a brief handful of times. Isolation and aloneness are what I have experienced a great deal of. One time in particular is of the greatest significance, but it's one I'm doing planning to do a post on, so I won't digress into it here. The experience of those things drove me to a closer, intimate relationship with myself, while in the process of going to the deepest darkest depths I've ever traversed. I simply cannot function without having a percentage of my time spent in solitude. It's imperative to my growth and it's a habit from a young age.
Again, beautiful post, so glad you wrote this, even though I know how hard it must have been. That resonates throughout. When you pour your real self into a creative process, it can be like that, but what comes out is the most beautiful creation. 🤗
It took me 10+ hours to write it, i just... could'nt end it, it took forever to be able to comunicate how i felt and what it was like.
I will await for the post, do remember to paste the link here pls :) if able <3
I send you a big hug of support, i know you havent got it easier, noone does.
That is exactly how it goes with me at times, just how you described it. It's so worth it.
That post will be a while in coming. There are others I need to do first to build up to it, lolol. I will let you know for that one when it does go up.
Thank you for your big hug of support. You're right no one does have it easy. That is always in my mind. I feel very lucky, frankly, and have nothing to complain about.
God bless you :3 Have a good day, im gonna do two post today, my creativity is overflowing :D
Thank you, you also! Two posts, wow, your creative river is flowing, move with it, that's a beautiful place to be. 😊
Lol im posting them all today, about 3 maybe 4, im doing the translations bit by bit today :) I want them to be spotless.
Wow, that's a lot of work. Spotless, yes, I hear you there. I'll check them out. 😊
Lol Ended up movingit for today, gotta push them out :D my bad for having no surplus of time :S