I posted some shots of the beach I grew up near. Just thinking about it makes me feel sick. Damn, I'm just so humourless now. Worse than ever. I spend half the year praying summer will end and never come back. I should delete this I guess
It's just everything here. I can't go anywhere. It's non stop city in every direction for at least a 2 hour drive and that's if you leave in the middle of the night when there's less traffic. It's really about 4 hours and then I could get past the endless city. Hotels are super expensive and I can't afford it. All I have of nature is a few tiny little parks. I'm going crazy in this little circle with no one to talk to but strangers. My posts here don't earn shit and I can only hope hive goes up. It would be a miracle for me if it did. I never got to enjoy it when it was 4 or 5 dollars a long time ago. It seems unreal that people were making a living here then. Paying rent and traveling... Thank you for tolerating my negativity... maybe you shouldn't. God I don't know.
It's not a problem, you vent as much as you want. In fact, I belong to a group on here called Rant, Complain, Talk (I think). I've never posted in it but maybe we should!
Just waiting for summer to start, and then we will be moaning it's too hot.
I posted some shots of the beach I grew up near. Just thinking about it makes me feel sick. Damn, I'm just so humourless now. Worse than ever. I spend half the year praying summer will end and never come back. I should delete this I guess
Don't it's your truth. I couldn't cope with too much heat. It would definitely get me down as well.
It's just everything here. I can't go anywhere. It's non stop city in every direction for at least a 2 hour drive and that's if you leave in the middle of the night when there's less traffic. It's really about 4 hours and then I could get past the endless city. Hotels are super expensive and I can't afford it. All I have of nature is a few tiny little parks. I'm going crazy in this little circle with no one to talk to but strangers. My posts here don't earn shit and I can only hope hive goes up. It would be a miracle for me if it did. I never got to enjoy it when it was 4 or 5 dollars a long time ago. It seems unreal that people were making a living here then. Paying rent and traveling... Thank you for tolerating my negativity... maybe you shouldn't. God I don't know.
It's not a problem, you vent as much as you want. In fact, I belong to a group on here called Rant, Complain, Talk (I think). I've never posted in it but maybe we should!
Thanks 😀
I feel bad after I complain... I think I will feel better but I never do.