I sense your thought process is working at good levels, i can relate to some of your experience, i also had a health issue that made me very weak, i relate a lot to the living and experience life in the third person thing, i think writing will keep on helping you despite the extra effort it now requires, i guess working on ways to motivate yourself is a good way to go now, if you can imagine some
Cheer and all the best
lols yeah - that is the catch-22 issue. :)
Hope you are feeling better.
Could not help myself from being a smart ass :D Im ok now for some time only trying to catch up what i lost work and financial wise, those parts for hit really bad...