Being good to yourself...An easy day of design doodlings...and unfinished books.

in OCD5 years ago

As a professional procrastinator, and due to my total lethargy (probably definitely coming down off my alcohol binge from yesterday), I started out on my video editing -- and then realized I was about as focused as...something not very focused.
See?
I couldn't even concentrate enough to think of a witty analogy or euphemism of focusing. I just wasn't focused enough...

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(I needed a thumbnail..)

So, my apologies in advance to @michelle.gent if I don't manage get my doggie video uploaded today, which I said I would..
But uploaded it will be, of that I'm sure.

Instead of the few seconds of shaky clips of footage while 'under the influence' of the wine, yesterday, I might, instead, make a longer piece.
The 'story of Sophia' kind of thing.

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Sophia

But uploaded it will be, of that I'm sure.

So leaving aside the pressure of concentrating on making a video (phew), I can procrastinate some more....

..on my lack of completed books!

I might write like shit and most book editors (@denmarkguy, I'm looking at you), would throw their hands in the air and promptly jump out of a window in desperation at trying to edit my bilge...but..
.....I don't care.

You see, I'm more of a 'it's the message that counts' , and not so much of 'The message needs to look good', type of guy
(you may have noticed this... lol).
Don't judge a book by the cover, as they say.

...And speaking of book covers (and books), I've had two pieces in the works for a while now.
I'm just not disciplined enough to complete either of them. (but I keep them, gathering silicon dust - just in case.)

In an attempt to look as though I'm keeping busy with them,(to myself), while procrastinating at the same time, I started to design some book covers.

I'm not saying they are particularly good - but they're my creation.

And because thinking is most definitely too much like hard work today, I thought I'd leave them here for you.

What do you guys recon?
Brilliant?
Total shite?
Mediocre?

BOOK 1

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A look at the 4% of society that are made up of psychopaths and sociopaths.

By examining this portion of society, from a non psychological perspective, is it possible to nullify their toxic influence?
...And ALSO, exploring the possibilities to make society better... - BY HARNESSING the talents of the 4%....they have many.

BOOK 2

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A personal story about myself and a four years relationship. One that shaped my life in ways you can only imagine - until you read the book!

Anyone reading my earlier posts about myself, my past life and travels- and my time in the adult industry, will already have some small insights into these chapters..

Feel free to tell me what you think.

Writing this started of as gargantuan task, but I rather quite enjoyed it!
Maybe the video will be posted.
I'm ain't promising anything today...
I think I might be getting too old to 'party hard'.
One day of fun and one day of recovery is too high a price to pay, for the gig I attended..

Oh hum....No matter.

Life is still very, very dandy..

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A look at the 4% of society that are made up of psychopaths and sociopaths.

Only 'four' percent...!?!?!?!? Here in the U.S. it's gotta top that by at least the addition of a zero...???

lol....it seems to be around that number irrelevant of country or population size...narcissism is often misinterpreted as sociopathy - the two are quite similar, interchangeable, and definitely overlap.
One of the reasons that I 'm looking at it from a non psychological perspective - the above definitions being shrink definitions.- I disagree with the narrow band, and 'mumbo jumbo' in the psychologist's interpretations.

Mine are simpler. ...
Essentially, you have nice people and wankers, just different degree's of wankerism, from moronic, to evil.

I do not know if this comment will make any sence ?? Just finished half a bottle of cheap greek honey wine .. and half is a wild guess as my vision could be multiplyed at this time . Well fuck it , just do it , go all the way ... even when it means ... what ever , hicup ...
First book cover , dos it involve a dude named Hanibal L . ??? so yes .. brilliant ..
Book 2 ... adult industry ??? bwaaa wtf ... fucking machines ?? or what ?? .. i worked lots of industry's , never saw any kids there do .. nor did i encounter sush good looking damsels like that . .. better use a pic of Jeremie happy face or a pic of your wiener spread out on a work bench . That i can undsrdlstand... hicup .. but , never judge a .. a .. a ... fuck i forgot my line . Sorry , do carry on please ... or not .. i dont know ... what was this about ???? hicup !!

Whoo , its about wtiting ha ?? ... reminds me , i should do some posting ... on something , but dunno , my adventure is just as it goes , it's only a bit better then waiting around to die .. some might call it surviving , .. hicups... watering plants and sitting in the shade as the sun is burning hot right now. Just a lazy easy wsy of living .. burb .. oops sorry .. lets fill up tjat glass again ., commenting makes me thirsty .
Ho and where is that dog vid ... hicups... i like dogs ... gonna get me one of those buggers one day .. as at least they bark and stuff ... beats a worn out football any time .. hicups .. No not now wilson , i am writting a commnujjt . go kick yourself in the face .. hips..
Well anyways , good post , or not , i dont remember , what was it about ??? . Hoooo , being good to yourself .. hicups .. well i think i was today , or not , i will know tomorrow .. when this wine has lost it's grip on me . Should i do a post now ??? Nah , i just did a comment ... hicup . .

I do not take any responsebltyh for what i just wrote , i blame it al on cheap greek wine. Damn 3.5 uero for a 15% harddrug bottle ... hicup .. tommorow ill might read back my writing .... for now i just cant .. hicup .. sorry for the long comment , but i was feeling so damn dandy ..
Have a splendid day , evening , morning or what ever .. :-)

lolololol!!!!!!
...just making my first coffee of the morning.

Ho' my head ... my body .. my , my ... damn not a railway for miles , but i swear i got hit by a train last night .
I will never drink again ... but your lolololol on my comment made it worth it all ;-)

thumbnail click bait 😅 Hope the creative juices start flowing for you :)

Noooooooooooo! never!

My juices are flowing quite nicely, thanks.

My motivation to mold the juices into something, not quite so much.
(I just had to test my homemade wine yesterday, and the lack of motivation today, is the price I've had to pay, for such an in depth analysis....).

I'm interested in reading your take on the 4%.

Then again, my children have tales of buying books for me as gifts and the expressions on faces of the cashiers...

"Serial killers, torture methods and implements, and a history of crime and punishment?"

"They're for our mum..."

I'm interested in reading your take on the 4%.

Well, it's been three or four years now, in the 'non writing' of it, so....

I've around half of what I need, written out in any semblance of order. There is still a lot of work to do.

(I'd like to write a book on procrastination to, but I never seem to get around to it...)

When you're ready... :)