What story Do I need to stop telling myself, and what new do I wish to begin? So that I can create the Life I wish!
Well, when I keep repeating something in my life, means it is a pattern in my life, then it can be a habit or events or circumstances.
There is one thing that I have always observed in my Life that my life has gone in strong patterns. So let me give you some examples. I have always lived in cities starting with M, like Muscat, Mumbai, In the city I have always lived in places starting with KH, like my Mumbai house is in Khareghat Colony, here in Muscat I stay in Khuwair street and my other home in Mumbai is in Kharghar. Not a coincidence right. Well it does not end here. All my Jobs have been in Companies starting from A, like AFS, Accenture, Atos Origin and even some other smaller assignments where I have worked. The other stories are, my maternal family all starts with M, My sister Monaz, my mom Mersis and my dad Maneck.
They do not bother me in any way, but I now understand what will work for me and what will not based on my past repeating patterns.
But then there are other stories relating to my life events which have also been in patterns and they do bring a lot of worry for me. The decade year of my life has always been the most challenging year and the year after that brings in something new.
Like the year of 1980 brought divorce of my parents, 1990 I had to shift my base from one city to another which I did not like at all as it was not a pleasant one, 2000 my dad passed away which was a big blow for me....and like wise 2010 brought some unpleasant experiences and 2020 was the most deadliest one, where I almost lost my hubby.
Now this has come to my strong belief that the decade year brings in something terrible for me every time, It's still 2020 and it worries me what next in 2030. To an extent sometimes I believe that with my thoughts I am creating these patterns in life that everything is happening in a certain rhythm for me, but I strongly want to break these patterns, the recurring patterns in every way I want to break them, I feel they restrict me in every way, my movements, my opportunities and my thoughts at certain times.
I want to stop telling myself that there are any patterns for me and that whatever the next decade years come for me are going to be peaceful and it is not going to bring any problems. May be somewhere with my fears and thoughts I am manifesting these events for me at these particular times. If I can break free from these fears and thoughts, may be life would bring me pleasant experiences in the times when I think it's not.
I know this may sound funny to some, but these repeating patterns do disturb me at times. I feel like someone is controlling me and I want to break free from this control. I do not wish to be a part of these systematic life patterns. They somewhere chain me up and I manifest what I do not desire.
I am working towards it. I have decided to consciously come out of these patterns, these are the few that I have mentioned here, but there are many other small ones also, and sometimes I feel my life is so predictable based on these patterns. I strongly want to get out of this and change it for me.
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That's definitely not funny - they will equally disturb anyone else as well. You must break free from Fear, and not allow it to control you.I believe, there is someone known as almighty controls us somewhere, but his purpose is not Fear anyways.
Yes, I am now not fearing them anymore, and going with the flow of life. But somewhere it still does play on my mind at times and I see them still hitting me. I do have faith in the almighty that come may whatever in the end it will always be good for me. Thank you for your support as always 💖
I really enjoyed this one, thanks for making excellent entertaining content. Stay safe in these strange and unusual times.
Thank you for your response @nainaztengra and well done for taking the time to become fully aware of the patterns within your life and for making this commitment to work on them. It can be really hard to break them, but first we have to accept them and then perhaps not so much break them, but rework them xxxxx
Did you catch choogirls blogs about this topic? I don't want to tag her again haha, but boy there was some really, really useful stuff there that has been helping me!
Yes, I read it, such a powerful article and so insightful. Thank you for bringing it to my attention @riverflows
I love your sincerity and transparency, how crazy the amount of coincidences and patterns in your life. I am sorry that the end of each decade is so difficult for you, I hope this pattern changes soon. All my good vibes to you.
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Thank you for your kind words @cronosclocks, may be that's how I have selected my life to be, but no one knows how things work in a particular way, yes it is a manifestation of our own thoughts and that's what I need to work upon to break free from particular thought patterns.
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Studying our patterns is both hard and rewarding. It requires a lot of attention to detail, but once they're revealed to us, they spring up everywhere, and then we can start breaking away from them. Merely shifting a word we say often can bring about huge change. Really nice contribution as always! Blessings to you!
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Thank you @drrune, truly our thoughts and words have tremendous power, I have witnessed it for self in many ways. I have changed my life drastically and for good with the power of my thoughts and made things happen which everyone would laugh at when I would tell them that I want these particular things to happen in my life.
I strongly believe that we are the controllers of our own life and no one can change it unless we give away our power.
Yes, I can fully understand you. Most people I know, even old and close friends, think I'm crazy, with all the stuff I've been able to implement in my life thanks to this knowledge, hahaha. Of course, that's precisely why they can't take active advantage of it.
The issue, I think, lies in personal responsibility. Once we take this knowledge seriously, we have no choice but to accept that nobody else is accountable for the way we live our lives. Scapegoats are convenient.
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