this could be it
It could be new experience, whatever that is...
I know it sounds dull, but everything happens at it's time, usually when one gets into - doesn't give a damn anymore, I'll make myself happy, I did the best I could - state.
...and some extra tears.
Doesn't sound dull. So many people say they found love when they stopped looking. Personally I am so down right now to just be on my own for the rest of my life that I have to pretend that I am looking so love doesn't find me.
Hahah you can't pretend that!
I wasn't stop looking, just was more picky, dropped of society expectations, kind of I knew what I want - roughly or perhaps I knew more what I do not want never ever- going in circles, seeing same scenario. Elimination theory sometimes works better than we except.
Go with what you don't want to feel and adjust on new 'unknow comfy peaceful gestures', I do understand what mental abuse in relationship does to person mind, been there done that.
Great mindfuck.
(deeply inside I was convinced it will be tinder match, my mostly visited dating place as firstly I had to chat with...)
That way I can figure out will I go will I no, some encounters were just pleasant dinner buddies with whom I could exchange but not romantically.
(not saying you should go on Tinder, just mine piece of experience as I can read myself somewhere between your lines)
Oh, girrrrrrl, I have tindered and bumbled and plenty of fished and all that shit and it's so not for me. I really loathe dating.
It's totally true what you say about the mindfuck of toxic relationships. Really, though, I genuinely don't want to see date or fuck or relationship (read as a verb) anyone. For me, right now, being single is da shit.
I'm glad, though, that you found your dear darling. 💕 You two seem like a good fit, going by what I have gleaned from your posts...
I miss being single too, sometimes (when I'm pissed off)
Relationships areeeeeeeee daaaaaaaamn haaaaaard on daily base, there is always something to work on.
We are until we get in fight :D
The grass is always greener on the other side unless SOMEBODY forgot to water their side again after he promised to do it...
I laughed!
I love updated watering version!
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😄Are you sad that I am happy being single because you were hoping I might fly to Cuba for a date some time?? 😉
I mean, I could think of worse reasons to go to Cuba...
Whatttt??? 😂😅
No, I'm happily single too. 🤦🏻♀️
😂
Single rocks.
I mean... You're a great catch, but since I'm always rejected, I've decided to stay alone for life. 🤷🏻♀️
Looks like you're gonna be the one love finds when you least expect it...
I was thinking, today, actually (yes, I was actually thinking), that I think love did find me. Self-love. It's a pretty badass relationship.