Hey everyone! How was your week?
Apparently it has been a while since I am writing this brain dump. The thing is, I actually have so much to talk about but so little time and energy to write them all down while having coffee.
Welcome to my brain dump, it’s morning and when I am able to sit down, sipping a cup of coffee while contemplating about life and emptying it out a little.
I am in the phase of moving. It’s exciting but also unexciting. I am mostly waking up like my regular hours then doing shipment, packing, and repeat. Sometimes I go outside to try all the food that meant a lot to me and the food I’ve missed from the city. I do this knowing that it is going to take me a while to visit the place. After 10 years of living here, I am bidding goodbye to this place, so I have to explore it a little more for the last time.
Not to mention, usually it takes me 2-3 weeks to adjust again into newer environment but in this case, I could not afford all that. I have to move in before May ends and make sure my room is emptied and cleaned. It’s strange because I have this horrible sleep pattern again where I am wide awake at 4-5 AM and it has been pretty difficult falling asleep. Sometimes I just think about traveling and going back home. It's probably worth the 3 hours train ride.
I have also been keeping up with my personal life over instagram, I honestly wonder if I overshared of my life there but at the same time,I felt like I shouldn’t be that shy among people I met IRL and also friends and family about my life. Some people really think I do sketchy shit as living but I don’t know, I am trying to be more open and branch out to open up more possibilities & networking potentials. I simply hate being stuck in the same life situation and where I feel like my knowledge isn’t really progressing but at the same time, I have that feeling of like knowing too much than a noob/average person in the industry I am in.
Perhaps, in another episode, I can talk more about Gen Z work ethic and things I observed lately, about responsibility, about being open to critism, about work-life balance in 20s. So, a lot has happened but again, time and place have been my constrain. Even this post is like late night coffee ish. I also tried a few cafe and places that I have the need to share over brewville, so if you enjoy those content, don’t forget to stay tune.
Anyway, I am going to fix my sleep so, good night & see you around.
 | 𝘔𝘢𝘤 𝘪𝘴 𝘢 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧-𝘦𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘰𝘺𝘦𝘥 𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘫𝘢 & 𝘤𝘰𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘰𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘶𝘳 . 𝘈 𝘵𝘺𝘱𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘭 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦, 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘴, 𝘵𝘦𝘤𝘩𝘯𝘰𝘭𝘰𝘨𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘱𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘰𝘱𝘩𝘺. 𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘨, 𝘢 𝘳𝘦𝘧𝘭𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘭𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘦𝘥𝘨𝘦. 𝘚𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘯 𝘤𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘴, 𝘮𝘰𝘷𝘪𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘪𝘦𝘸𝘴, 𝘵𝘦𝘤𝘩 𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘪𝘦𝘸𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴, 𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘵𝘰𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘱𝘩𝘺, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘥𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘱𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵. 𝘖𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘣𝘭𝘶𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘰𝘯, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘪𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘪𝘯 𝘭𝘰𝘤𝘢𝘭 𝘤𝘶𝘭𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘱𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘴𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘴 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘺. 𝘚𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘢𝘯 𝘰𝘤𝘤𝘢𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘧𝘰𝘰𝘥𝘪𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘭𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘤𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝘤𝘶𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘳𝘺 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘴. 𝘍𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸 𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘯 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘥𝘷𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘫𝘰𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯! 𝘋𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘪𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘶𝘱𝘷𝘰𝘵𝘦, 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘳 𝘢 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬. 𝘈 𝘳𝘦-𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘨 𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘴𝘰 𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰𝘰. |
Oh man moving to a different place after 10 years is challenging! Hope it all goes smoothly for you Mac!
hehe it has been challenging and so much memories too. I still can't let go of the place but I sort of have to, so I can unlock more places in the world and new experiences hehe
Mac I read days ago that you were moving, but I don't know if it's because I have a migraine that I don't quite understand, are you moving to be near your mom? To the house you inherited? Or are you moving to a new place? Sorry for sounding gossipy, but it's not that, I like to be aware of the lives of the people I appreciate, besides I hate my migraine, it makes me isolate myself from the world and I feel that life flies by and I miss a lot of important steps in the lives of my favorite hivers.
I hug you, wherever you go, I hope it makes you happy always, I love reading how you are maturing and learning so much about life, I myself learn a lot from you and reflect a lot on you when I was your age, you are just trying to feel comfortable somewhere and do what you love and I love that! Cheers my dear friend @macchiata 💕🫂
I am moving to the house I inherited hehe. I find it more economical not to spend on rent and decided to renovate and take care of the house. Thank you so much for always checking out my content. Life has been hectic and I can't wait to have some more time just not moving but being in front of screen. Have a great rest of the week <3
Ahh, perfect, now I understand, I loved that decision Mac, you will save on rent and you will be able to use it to renovate your houses and other tastes. Best of luck with the move. 💕
So you're getting ready of moving out ha, I hope your new place will be a good one too. It's surely hard to settled there in the first to three weeks but you habe no choice but to push yourself to adjust so that you can have a peaceful life in there too. Anyways, good luck and don't think too hard about everything. You'll do good, for sure, because it's you and you know yourself better than anyone else. Ehe ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ
My new place is definitely a good one hehe. I hope I can have a lot more peaceful life there as much as I have it around here. Thank you for checking out ruffa! have a great week!