We're going to have to dig deep this is going to be a fundamental change on so many levels and because we fight and struggle against it, it means it only takes longer to set in so we prolong the pain instead of taking it head on, that's human nature I suppose. I hope soon you will be able to get back to what you love and use your passion to earn a living, that's all any of us can hope for
I hope it is just as easy as leaving the situation and not prolonging the pain... as if there's another place to go to.
On the other hand, I don't want to lose my sanity.
Soon it will be better right, that's what we hope for.