Dear @maikelblogo
It's not easy right now to build bridges and valuable connections
So far you're doing great job on this platform. Being so responsive and supportive is a way to go.
Im so sorry to hear about your father. Luckily he had a long and hopefully good life. Not many are blessed with it.
So, i dunno what to do
I can tell you what to do: BE STRONG!
Because this is what your family may need the most. Old people live in their own "dream world" and they may hurt you a lot. One day your father will be gone. But you will still be here.
Treat it as a challenge. Something that will shape you and make you stronger for the rest of your life.
Yours
Piotr