Thank you jerry, I'm going to look into these lectures, one by one and take my time to try to understand them, one thing i know from psychiatrist and philosophists books is that they are often hard to understand, or hard to read, but i might try in order of difficulty.
How not to die might be one very usefull for my particular health situation i believe.
Thank you for your help and advices, i like to read sometimes and it might prove to be an enlightening read. Widening one's knowledge is what i also like to do for myself, there is allways something to pick for yourself and adapt to your own lifestyle, no matter at what level it is.