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One of the biggest mistakes I've seen people make here over the years is when they get upset about something, they burn their bridges.

You're responsible for your own decisions. I read a bit of that but you appear to be at a stage where it's likely you will not be open to accepting advice. By spamming this message everywhere and linking everyone to what appears to be someone having a public meltdown, you're actually making yourself look worse than the problem you face. You could be professional as well which would most likely lead to productive results that would be more in your favor. I can't help you if you're unwillingly to help yourself.