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I have those moments too. Like, if this is my life now do I even care? I can talk myself through them, but do wonder as this drags on if it will become more difficult to fight off the negative thoughts.
Thank goodness for all of you. Hive gives me some purpose. ❤️

I think I might have done it to myself because I told my Alexa to play instrumental Christmas music while I was working a day or two. It mostly made me happy, but then I thought of that......