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WOW...guess i went in koma for 6 days...glad i could still upvote though about 0.01 lol hey that's all I got ...but am glad i did read it, wow ...logorrhea ... well, i have that too at times...am having it right now lol ...the effort for someone to gain the respect of others that have long negleted him wether intentionally or worse, unawarely because those are the ones that are the hardest to change and to believe that there is nothing wrong with them is even worser. Myself since very recent time was victim of this but now I stand my ground and confront sharper than a razor now I tell it like it is and hold nothing back now I don't go to sleep holding grudges from the day before so I can start brand new in the next morning now I understood why I spoke fast, to not lose the love I thought I had... fast, to quickly try to rescue the respect and consensus of those who, had i knew it, already gave up on me and so I was frustrated in my desperation and lost in my ways because they were the ones closest to me that traded me off, blacked sheeped me ..can u say that.. (sorry english is not my first language...all for logorrhea lol)I went over my way to please them, I looked crazy trying to gain/save the love I thought I had...seems so long ago but I have matured because I touched the bottom because you have to touch the bottom to die or to start surviving (I learned that too) and so I learned that they weren't doing it on purpose (the worse kind...well that actually depends... because even though they are hard to change they make you hard for change lol) I learned that they suffer too, that they are not perfect, that they need help as much as everyone else in this planet. I learned what goes around comes around so I blocked the infinite loop of revenge and negative energy and start thinking good, doing good and talking good all the while, I found out, those were the 3 golden rules of the Zoroastrian religion. I believe that those 3 Magi, (from which came the word magic before it changed to miracle after the religion came to the West) magi means high priest but the word in persian means the "comers" or the coming one but the word also has a flip meaning to it which is the "salvation" or "glorious" anyways whatever it is they carried the 3 gifts to baby Jesus and now it is indoctrinated in the Trinity or the 3 pillars of Christianesim "Father-Son-Holy spirit" and with that I am ending this because I should, lol...probably making a post out of it lol well I lived up to my word by reading your post even if way off the date I claimed so hope u read mine now and...make love on a sunset havana boulevard lol joking, not really lol.. no really...aaaaah...lol @awakealiveaware
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some funny gif i had at hand... :P hope u smile at it :)