Well I haven't done this nearly as long as you have but yes
I totally get it
You are in some kind of transition.
I was and also felt kinda numbed out and uninspired.
It will pass. I hope.
Mine has but I now hjave little to say.
Perhaps this is progress? "Nothing" :)
Whatever the case... writing even seems pointless now. But art I am making. Pictures speak a thousand words and all of that.
Not to display, mind you. Just as a release.
I still dance.
I meditate less than I would like to.
People. I rarely see these days.
It seems enough to just be and still not enough.
But duality is to be expected.
I think you may have been targeted because we got on and some. I don't care to know more. Rollo May was wrong. Sometimes it is more dangerous to know.
You should come to Cape Town. I would like to meet you.
But I left the city and am living on a farm. With my mama. It is an interesting time and a privilege to get to know her as an adult with some experience about who I actually am. At last.
But it takes a great deal of isolation to figure out who that is for we humans.
"Liminality" is a slow process...
I wa in that space for 5 (?) years and am only now maybe (just maybe) beginning to see a different way of "being"
Mostly I can't be bothered :D But not in an "I don't care" way.
Just acceptance. More. And still trying to figure out when to bother responding
I'm not numb and uninspired. I've moved on. Settled that within my mind years ago, gradually, then permanently. The right choice. A good decision. Now, things like taking better care of myself, allowing myself to spend some energy on just having fun and being in a good mood, learning, and looking forward to being there for my family, inspire me. Not every day is perfect but I'm getting there. To me that's inspiring. And I'm leaving it there.
Had another look around this space today. I care about it. No clue where me and my work would fit. I did work on some though. Enjoyed it. And it looks nothing like what I see out there. It's been something like two and half years since the last time I picked up these tools.
Moral of the story is funny to me. I don't know what the fuck I'm doing.
I reckon you're already there. Feel same but now trying to figure out when to participate and when to "be"
It's a conundrum.
But one could also say
I like you :D
I was talking about the digital art tools. Fell out of practice. Not interested in spending time on that. Preferring to stay focused on my goals.
All good re back up and yes
The internet has changed suddenly.
I'm making by hand again. I'll be pursuing more of that after this experience.
But still love photos and a bit of writing. Tho' less to say is better, these days.
What happened with the Hard Fork? Is there a new token as well? Feel as though I missed the action and it's super quiet around here these days.
We are all in the thick of it, maybe?
A Hard fork means just a big update on the chain, nothing else...if there's a big majority of people that don't agree with the updates,they can keep with the old stuff running,and that's how it becomes a chain split. If everyone is ok with the upgrade,then that's it. This was Hard fork 28,but there's no 28 chain splits...it was just an Upgrade of how the chain works.
Okay good. Thanks for letting me know.
But always still "who knows wtf is going on. Really..."
Truth
Don't suppose you'd be my backup and hold a copy of my keys so this doesn't happen again
Weird but I trust you, so
No. Not interested. I'm not the one who can help you with that.