There's tears in my eyes for you Sis...those mutherf*ckers!!!!! I can't believe how well you have functioned through all of this, you may have felt like a failure, you are huge success story not a failure!!
The strength of will it would have taken to get off of the medications is a feat not many can claim. So many cannot. You are an amazing Mother. I'm just so glad you shared this so openly, does it feel any different now that you've shared? I believe that sharing creates healing, and that all the things we keep inside fester and slow our healing.
Love you so much Lynds <3 I met you on tsu when I was first coming off the drugs and searching the internet for information and positive people. I can honestly say that you have helped me more than you will ever know....it has been a crazy 3 years of change.
I had to think on this before answering if I feel different or not after sharing. I have to say, I have cried 4 times today reading these comments....tears of relief. I think I need so badly for someone to validate my grief for what was lost as a mother, and all of you have. I am so ready for us all to be healed from this. Thank you for seeing me as a success story and not a failure. Love you sis <3 <3 <3 xoxo