I'm very sorry to hear about what you have gone through and are still going through now. It's brave of you to share this type of things so openly and it helps people like me who have never dealt with something like that understand it a tiny bit better.
I wish I had something smart to say or offer a piece of helpful advice, but all I can do is offer my symbolic support.
You now understanding PTSD a little better is reward enough. :) Thank you.
I'm sure other will appreciate it in the same way as I have and I'm sure people going through similar things will do too.