You've either got the constitution of a Greek god or they've sent the work experience assassins with dummy poisons to work on their aim with a moving target (dummy poison so they don't accidentally kill themselves) XD
They never do! I read heaps of stuff about parenting when a baby unexpectedly happened to us and the only "rollercoaster" or otherwise strong emotions they warned about was the kind that happens during and after pregnancy, no warning about how that was terminal! XD
Hehe, it's amazing the amount of stuff that none thinks to tell you about. Just some blurb about sleepless nights. They don't tell you about everything else!