I would like to thank everyone who reached out, wishing me a speedy recovery. 3 weeks ago I had emergency surgery, I had a tumor the size of my fist, a hole in my intestines, and severe life threatening sepsis. As you may have known I had been struggling with health issues on and off for the last 3 years, I remeber during Hive Fest mexico, there were days I could barely walk. Everything from terrible insomnia, to various infections, to unbearable pain for stretches of months at a time. I got various diagnoses, tried different things, changed my diet, everything within my power, I tried. 3 weeks ago, everything came to a head. What I thought was food poisoning turned out to be something very different. 4 weeks ago, something changed, for the worse, and as the days crept by, my health fell off a cliff. Until, Friday, at about 1am, I felt my body start to stop functioning, by 5am, I was barely able to move. We went to the ER at 5am, it was in Tijuana, over a hour's drive. Thankfully, my wife chose the right hospital, because if we had chosen wrong, I would not be here today to thank you all. The surgeon said, had we waited any longer, he feared the worse. The surgery was the worst they have ever experienced, my condition was as bad as they come. They pumped over 5 liters of pus and poison from my body, opened me up, and did emergency surgery. I remember the last thing I wanted was surgery going in, I had no idea what I had in store, but I am thankful for how it turned out, and lucky to have a world class surgeon. When they said we need to have surgery now, I took a breath, aligned myself, and trusted in god. For some reason, almost as if a voice told me, trust this surgeon, you will be ok.
I woke up in the ICU in a deep fog. As I wiped my eyes, I lifted my shirt, and my entire stomach was covered in bandages. I had a colostomy bag, and I had no clue what had happened or what was going on. I didnt even look at my wounds, I just lowered my shirt, and rested my head. Usually, I would have a million thoughts intruding my mind, from all directions, the past, the future, but in that moment there was nothing but silence. Out of the silence, a voice said, one moment at a time, and the first 3 days in the ICU proved that to be true. All I could do was live in the moment, ensure my breathing was correct, as it was hard to breathe those first days.
3 weeks later, here I am, at my computer, typing this to you all. I didnt even like getting my blood taken before this. When I had left the hospital, there wasn't a vein in my body that had not been poked. I had marks all over my arms. But when you are faced with your biggest discomforts, you realize something about yourself and life in general. A, release, a letting go, it was out of my hands, and that is a very humbling feeling.
As a poker player, whenever you get a free roll, your gameplay feels light, easier, you don't fear so much about what will happen, you just play your game, in the moment, and let the chips fall where they may. I have that feeling, the lightness, the fact I could have just as easily played my last hand that day, but instead, I've been dealt another hand, with new chips, and this time, I will play with all of my heart.
I realized how much of my life I wasn't actually living. When you are on that bed of uncertainty, not knowing what the next hour will bring, you don't think of all the riches, or even glory, you think of the small things, to see your kids grow, to hug your wife, a call from your brother, the smile of a friend. You realize you have everything that is most dear to you, right in front of you, but it's just the thoughts of the future/past that suck you away from the moment, dampening the things you cherish the most. Once stripped of all ego, you have nothing left but humility, and what is most important shines so bright, you feel foolish at the time you spent in your head, instead of life.
I've had health issues for so long, and though I might feel weaker today phycially, the lightest I've ever weighed as an adult, I feel stronger than I ever have. The days don't just wash by like they used to. I always caught myself saying, "Where did the time go?" the time went because I never paid attention to it, constantly living outside of the moment. What the hospital instilled in me was focus.
There are too many to thank, so many stepped out when I needed them the most, and that is a feeling I won't soon forget, and the actions I will always appreciate.
Before my surgery, I was working on 5 apps for Hive, I believe these apps can help shape the future of how Hive is perceived. For me, my biggest passion has always been what we are all doing here, building freedom tools, working as a community, and helping make the world a better place. I wish to teach my kids the way, the Hive way. For me, family, friends and Hive is my focus, and I've never been more focused or deteremined in my life.
I am thankful to be able to continue building, and build I will. All the health issues I had, the extreme pain, the sleepless nights, the restless mind, the agony I didn't even know I had because I had grown so used to living in such conditions. I feel like Picollo, when removing the weighted vest, all that weight, crushing me for so many years, and I had no idea I was bearing such a burden. I feel completely different now, my mind is at ease, the pains I experienced on almost a daily basis are gone. Now I get to see how I build, how I live, with a clean slate. I am not out of the woods yet, but I certainly see the light through the trees. I feel like I am finally moving in a direction that will better serve me, my friends, and my family. I live in the moment now, but can't help but feel excitement for what the future may bring, whatever it brings. I made my peace, I feel at peace, and now it's time to help build peace. I really believe in what we are doing here, with all of my heart, and it is a blessing to be able to be alongside you all for the next leg of my journey.
I wish you all abundance in all things, especially health. There is no greater teacher.
The surgeon said something that has stayed with me, "sometimes in life we fall, but you have to stand back up, and keep going" - simple words, with a powerful effect. Well, I am standing now, tall, stronger spiritually than I've ever been.
Dude... you were born again! One day I'll share my story with you. You have no idea how much of this resonated with me.
I was remembering today the first time you and I spoke. A lifetime ago at this point. If you feel like going down the memory lane.
I still have the video!
Un abrazo!
Thank you. Time for a trip down memory lane, awesome you still have this video. I look forward to hearing your story. Cheers
There were some people who came even to me to offer to help. Some very prominent Hiveans who I would not have expected to offer help! This community is incredible! U were in a bad spot and u have no idea how much ammunition u had behind u, even then in ur most difficult time, just from this community alone, never mind all the rest around u from outside of hive too.
Keep fighting Dan. The world needs the good Vikings much much more than u could ever know
Thanks for everything mate, you really stepped up big, and glad for your visits in the hopsital
This reminded me when I had to do surgery and you helped me out with a loan at the time. Dont think Hive and the community would be the same without you, not just cause of your resources but all the projects and vision you have for this place. We haven't talked much lately but hope to get back to some back and forth on some ideas and thoughts with you soon again when youre feeling better. Take good rest before you dive back in fully!
Thanks Acid, you've been a good friend over these years
What a moving story. I am so happy that one of Hive's biggest builders has come out of this whole process. It really sounds like the universe has given you a second chance at life, and you have come out of this moment with the awareness that you are going to receive it in that way and that everything will be quite different from now on.
I once wrote a post here on Hive about hospital corridors and how I have seen the greatest warriors become small in those moments, but then come out much greater than they were before, and I think that post applies completely now. I am totally convinced that just by being there, in hospitals, we become better people, more grateful and humble before whatever gods you believe in. In that place, we learn to value what we have, whether it is little or much, and above all, we learn to prioritize what really matters. All of this is what I am reading in your story, so I am very sure that you are already becoming that warrior who grew ten times stronger once you finish going through this whole process, like so many others I have seen.
I wish you a speedy and full recovery, Dan, and I thank God and science for keeping you here with us. 🙏🏼
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You went down a one-way road and you came back from that. I can say with all honesty that I never seen anyone do this before but it goes to show what kind of perseverance you have. Wishing you a speedy recovery and its good to have you back. You're a good friend, we were all cheering for you and will keep at it as you fully get back on your feet which you're already doing.
Thanks GP, you're a good friend as well.
Love you
When I was reading your writing, tears came out of my eyes, but I would like to write one thing here, that is that this life is very beautiful and in this beautiful life there are many difficulties and sufferings and sometimes there are times when a person becomes very forced and loses. My dear brother, you are a hope. You have seen very difficult and difficult times. You have seen a lot of pain. But I know, I have known you for many years, that you are a powerful person. Your thinking, your determination is powerful and you have defeated this disease and Insha Allah, whatever your goals and ambitions are, you will definitely succeed in them. You should forget what happened in the past. You spent a very difficult time in the hospital and this is what I want to say. I don't have the words. How should I write? What should I write? I just want to write that you have seen a lot of pain and now you have to get up. You have to move forward. You have to do what is in your heart, what is your hope and What is in your heart is also in our heart. You are our support. You motivate us too. And your motivation is a source of strength for this entire community. May Allah grant you good health very soon. May Allah grant you a healthy life. May you live a very happy and joyful life. May you always live a healthy life with your family. This is my prayer. You have to be courageous and move forward. You are very strong. I pray that you always remain healthy.
I am glad you did okay and shared the ordeal here. I enjoy reading Kurt Vonnegut.
Kurt Vonnegut believed that people should actively acknowledge moments when life is beautiful by pausing and exclaiming, "If this isn't nice, what is?". He observed that people are too often distracted by stress and negativity, so he urged listeners to intentionally recognize and appreciate the sweet, peaceful moments, no matter how small.
Since you are generally fond of videos, so I hope you do have time to watch this sometime.
I recently (last year) had a major surgery myself on my spine, which I have shared here. The only thing we can feel proud about is our community. I hope you feel better and recover fast.
Thanks for the kind words and the video share. Hope you are fully recovered from your surgery
Yours truly; when the staples were still on.
Now.
I am sharing this because I wanted to assure you that I feel fine. So I am certain that you will get there too!
You're a cyborg!
What happened to you Dan really reminds me, how fast everything can be taken away from us. I feel like many of us have to eventually go through something so extreem to really feel alive or as you said Reborn. In your case it's as extreem as it gets.
We never knew your situation Dan, but we are very happy to read your good news. We hope you recover fast and stay healthy. And most important, spend time with your family.
Even though you love Hive so much, It should not be your priority. Find out more that life can give and enjoy your life more. Don't overwork, no matter how important your apps are for Hive. Stay healthy and may God bless you and your family.
Such a terrible experience, but a touching read. Quite sad we have to experience the worst to realize so many things we’re missing out on, this is a reality to almost all of us. Really glad to hear the pain is gone and you’re recovering. I assume they have found the root cause of all these issues?
I wish you great happiness and health moving forward.
Focus and purpose, on the other side of personal tragedy can be powerful.
In that inspiration, be rigorous with the self care though. Rebuild your health so you can continue doing the things you love for decades.
It is a time for building on Hive though, and I'm excited to see your projects and concepts.
Dear Dan, life always gives us an opportunity to recognize what's essential. I sincerely hope you continue to recover your health and can live from that new truth that has been born in your heart.After this experience, you're a warrior, never doubt it, and you have a truly beautiful family to live with. A huge hug. Best regards, Gaby. Blessings to your children.
This is a crucial takeaway. Welcome back and I wish you a speedy recovery to 100%. I'm motivated to live life even more 🙏
That blows man. I’m glad you are getting better and I wish you a speedy recovery. Do take it easy.
Your wife sounds like a real winner. So many would have shut down and been unable to do what she did. You are truly blessed to have someone like that in your life.
Oh... I was wondering why I haven't seen you at the HiveFest.
Relieved to hear you’re here. Focus on getting better, Hive can wait.
God willing, I'll see you all at the next one! Heard this year was a blast, thanks GTG
i was not that active last several months. heard some people mentioning Dan had some health problems, had no idea it was this bad.
Glad you recovering and all went well. Sitting 3 weeks after all of that sounds great. Take care.
Hello my friend, I was deeply moved after reading your words.
There’s an old Chinese saying: “Those who survive great hardship are destined for good fortune.”
Having gone through such a life-and-death ordeal, you’ve not only regained your health but also found the true meaning of life.
I believe that in the days to come, you will live in peace, stay healthy, and enjoy a life filled with happiness and ease.
Suffering through things like this not only makes us stronger, It makes us hungrier for life, and to get the absolute most of it.
Refuah shlema prayers for your full recovery Dan from here in Israel. Love you man.
This is amazing news!
Welcome back Dan!
Cheers Eddie, thanks for everything
I am so very glad you made it. The blessing of life is so wondrous, isn't it?
Have a good rest. And then more rest. Keep having a good rest as a part of your life, you need it, we all need it.
What I hear you say is that you remembered the little things, the relationships, and how they matter more than our achievements - let us enjoy them. :) The problem solving can wait. Let us enjoy each other, beautiful things come out of that which we couldn't imagine.
I am grateful you got a second chance. :) Think about looking for help with mental health, maybe it will also make a difference.
Get well soon Dan. While in future do not neglect issues related to health no matter how small that is! Its our health that we are talking about!
In every process, there’s a purpose.
Life often sends us signs — little reminders through our own body saying, “Take a break.”
But sometimes we don’t see them until something happens.
The important thing? It left you with a valuable lesson.
It’s comforting to know you’re feeling better now and surrounded by your family.
Theycallmedan 2.0, with much more energy.
It's great to see you back home. It inspires me to keep building.
I wish you a speedy recovery 💪
yooo what an experience, sorry you had to go through this!
Always known you to be a very positive man, i'm sure this will push you even further.
Throw this into the history books (or into a Hive post like you did lol), and a new chapter begins to many many more successes.
Welcome back among us 💪
Damn... the shittiest thing. Glad everything worked well Dan.... take care.
Greetings @theycallmedan ,
A very powerful post......so true health issues have a way of bringing reality front and centre...do they not. With God and humility..you are on a winning team. Here's hoping you are a believer in Jesus Christ....It is faith alone in Christ alone for salvation...for eternal life.
Thank you for the update, such a beautiful story of winning.
All the best to you and your good lady,
Bleujay
Welcome back, Dan! Thank you for sharing your thoughts and experiences during this difficult time in your life.
I am grateful to life for bringing me together with people like you at Hive. I hope you continue to recover and enjoy life and your family with this new awakening. ✨
Thank God you had a successful surgery, the silent battle and all for three years, is a proof that life is nothing with a good health. Praying for complete recovery
Thank you, you've been a around a long time, good to see people like you in the community
Hope you get well soon. Life sometimes be like that.
Good to hear you are getting better, tumors creep me out. It is mind blowing to have something so large just growing in your body.
Thanks Marky. It came as a shock to me, probably been growing slowly for a long time. Glad it's gone
Sounds like a total nightmare, but it's good to see you power through it and feeling in a better space than before. I hope it's the end of all that nastiness for you and you get back into things soon.
I wish you recover well. The worst part belongs to the past. Be patient and stay strong. 🙌
Geez, so sorry to hear about this. And I’m glad you made it through your surgery and you are back here alive and active. Here’s a great testimony for us all here. Welcome back ❤️. With love we hug you back. Please stay true to your remaining medications and stay healthy and alive. We love you 🥰
Thankfully you went to the right hospital.
You all but died, so everything from here on out is a gift.
Hoping your recovery goes as well as it can
This is a life changing experience. It admirable to see you lived through it and now able to talk about it. Only a few can say something about overcoming such health challenge. In the end health is wealth. Welcome back!
Wow, that's serious stuff. I had a friend go through something similar and he ended up in a coma for a few weeks. He is recovering well now and I hope you can do the same. Hive is cool, but health and family matter much more.
Thank you, I hope your friend makes a full recovery.
Damn man, sounds like the wars. Glad you pulled through and are on the mend with a mindset that will take the worst and make the best.
Heal up stronger.
Welcome back!
Much strength and health. Every moment in life is a moment of learning. I'm glad you shared your life experience. There's nothing deeper to learn from than these kinds of experiences, which are what connect us to life again.
Thank you for the good wishes and the lessons!
Health issues are a very dangerous life game. Only people who have gone through the worst of it can truly understand the beauty in mundane things that were not appreciated before.
I pray full healing comes your way. You fought a battle you were barely aware of and survived. That's good news.
I didn't know about your health issues, but I am glad that everything is going in the right way for you and your family. In life is easy to lose the focus, many people don't get it right never again, you have now in the start line with fresh energy.
🙌
!BBH
Glad you've made it through the worst and have a huge positive outlook on life that's going to help greatly as you continue to move forward. Stay strong, stay positive, do good and be a powerhouse in the world.
my god, I had no idea! I wish you all the best and happy you are back. Hope you have a speedy recovery!
I thank God you are back. When life hits us hard, especially with serious health issues, that's when we realize how vulnerable we are, and we learn to look at life differently because of what we've seen and experienced.
The things that matter after all are not the wealth but the relationship you have with your family, friends, and community at large. I'm happy the surgery was a success and you can enjoy a better life free of pain with your family.
Welcome back 🙏 ☺️ 😊
I’m grateful to God on your behalf for making the surgery successful and also for making it possible that your wife took you to the hospital that she took you to.
Being close to death is the best teacher. It makes us realize the things that truly matter, usually the little things. I have been there and I can relate a little.
Keep going and keep pushing! This is a new chapter for you and I’m excited of what you will bring to those around you because it will be beautiful. Thank you for also sharing your experience with us. 💜
Glory be to God. I really thank God for your health. Have a nice time
Welcome. You’re a strong man! Keep staying healthy and keep building. Thanks for updating us, we wish you well.
Powerful words! In the end none of our money, statuses or assets matter, this is a powerful reminder to pay more attention to those around me and live more in the moment than for the future... Wishing you a full recovery.
It must be very difficult to go through the circumstances you have told us about. I have also experienced difficult times in terms of health, and feeling your body fading away is sad. Having a new opportunity to play your cards is a real reason to be thankful, especially when you have so many goals that help build a better world. Even if it is only in a small part of the world, it is a very valuable and altruistic act. My best wishes for your full recovery =)
@theycallmedan excellent brothers
Its very sad to hear that you went through toughest phase in your life. I am a doctor(pathologist) and i can understand the situation that you went through. There is a perforation in the intestine and it needs emergency surgery and a tumor(can you specify which tumor-adenocarcinoma??). The agony you had is unbearable and Thanks to God for succesful surgery and i tell you that Postop follow up is very important and it is equal important as a surgery. So plz take care of this thing and i hope and pray for you that you will be completely recovered✨✨
Stay strong @theycallmedan we are with you❤️✨