I'm lost for words but I will try to say something anyway. Your post was shared by @ibbtammy who considers you a strong lady, and I can immediately see why. Wow, this is so much more than any person should have to go through and you were there all alone to go through it, what a nightmare and that's a huge understatement.
How proud will your daughter look down from heaving and know her mother fought for her until the very end! And how proud must she be having a sister who is writing a letter for her already because she now knows she's not an only child.
My dear, I have my own struggles as a mother being separated from my two oldest and this post, even though these two are alive, but separated from me due to a psycho father who won every battle I could fight, I had my own years of grieving. Grieving over children who aren't dead but as long as their father is in control, I cannot let them know where I am, because I'm too traumatized by what happened (this is the shortest version of the story). So in a way, I know how it is to lose a child and I know a mother's heart will never be healed completely because there's always a part missing.
I wish you lots of love and new bits of pieces from other people to fill your heart up with joy and you have my biggest respect. I can smell a strong woman when I read a story like this, you can do anything!
Much love from another mother who cried her eyeballs out reading this, you touched my heart and your daughter was beautiful just the way she was <3
Thank you so much for taking the time to come read Adele's story, and for sharing this vulnerable part of yourself as well with me!
I cannot imagine how terrible it must be to face such a separation... I can only hope someday that it becomes safe for both you and them to make contact again... As for your ex, may karma hold him tight!! 😤
It means a lot to hear that I am strong from a woman who is obviously very tough herself 💕... For me, these ways we see each other and hold each other through life's harder parts is so incredibly medicinal, huge hugs and lots of love your way as well!! 💗
You're welcome, I wish I read it sooner to get to know you a bit better before, but in Hive there is so much to keep up with that I seem to miss some of the important stories, sadly. I'm happy to know you a bit better now. Adele is a beautiful name btw, I forgot to say that last time.
Yes, I still believe Karma will one day, I have to be patient and I know I will feel it when it's time. I've come a long way, the final part is probably easier than the first part of separation.
Thank you, that means a lot.. And I mean it from the bottom of my heart, if you can get through this incredibly painful traumatic experience at such a young age and overcome this, still be here, you are able to face anything now. And if we are facing hard times, depressions, pain, trauma's that knock on our doors, this only means we are ready to grow a bit stronger again.
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