You know, @sift666 this topic seems to come up a lot about the New World Order, and while I have read a lot a tried to find as much information as I could on the subject, I am one that believes in what you think about and focus on becomes your reality... and I've seen the negative side of constant worry as well. I think there's definitely something to it.
I'm totally conflicted on this and swing from researching nwo/agenda 2030/zionist deep state to thinking the more I research it the more I'm helping their psyop - I realise the truth movement is now part of the psyop, but it's like scratching an itch...
I know about scratching that itch! When I got started I was obsessed. I've learned to focus on other things now but Wow... The more I learned, the more I just had to keep going. I think it was driving me a little insane!
The tricky bit is seeing that most of it is true but realising focusing on it makes it more true...
So being aware but focused elsewhere!
Yeah, I'm a bit sketchy at maintaining that state.