I read the post - and then i read some comments and i'm happy that youa re no longer in this place!!! so i'm glad i read that before i commented!
thank you @wesphilbin for sharing this beautiful post with me from this beautiful victorious soul!!! :)
like @snook - I will encourage you to explore this platform and find the place that resonates with you and feels like home - because there are lots of little communities that are just beautiful and comfortable and "home"
that last line of yours... about even the black hold leaving you alone... that was brutally desperate - and i'm sorry you ever felt that way. but so thankful that you've broken free of it!!! hope you are filled with all kinds of light now! hehehe
Hi! @dreemsteem
Thank you for your good will. I, happily, can say that this part of my life is gone but I did start a new part of it with Multiple Sclerosis about a year ago.
I don't know I entered that emptiness again or this is a new 'full of lights' place, but I know that each of it has its hard sides. Some have pointy sides some have pillows.
I hope I am in that 'pillow' side! LOL