I completely understand! My daughter stops by and takes out my trash carts and fills the bird feeder and we talk at a distance. I have been cutting my own hair but am beginning to look like a bushman and am considering calling my stylist to cut my hair. She has often come over and cut my hair here in my kitchen and I'm pretty sure she will not mind cutting it out on the deck, if I get brave enough to ask. Enjoy your pink pig!
It's crazy isn't it? When I thought about it before, I think it got to me because I started projecting into the future..... what if we can't get together for Christmas ???? ???? Horrors ! LOL... but really..... The holidays are nothing if family isn't all around !
I try not to go there, but it got me a week ago. Just brought it closer to the surface when I had to do the mental fight, just to go to supper.... or not.
I realize I'm going to kick the bucket one day no matter what, but I hate to hurry it up out of stupidity....ha ha... but I also don't want to harm anyone else.
We are on the edge of a storm right now. I went out in the sprinkles this morning and put piggy next to the house a little bit covered in hopes he won't become a flying pig ! 😄
My son is the best at encouraging me and reminding the entire family that our goal is for all of us to make it out of 2020 alive. I can count on him anytime I am feeling down. It is hard if I start projecting too far ahead. I have to keep reminding myself to just make it through today.
I'm normally good about not worrying on the future, but I was having a moment.
I have those moments too. Like, if this is my life now do I even care? I can talk myself through them, but do wonder as this drags on if it will become more difficult to fight off the negative thoughts.
Thank goodness for all of you. Hive gives me some purpose. ❤️
I think I might have done it to myself because I told my Alexa to play instrumental Christmas music while I was working a day or two. It mostly made me happy, but then I thought of that......