Change. Change comes to mind. You want change for others and also yourself. Have some things down in my life too. But I choose not to talk about those. Just share the good stuff and seek the good stuff. As far as your friend that drinks.. ..maybe it time to say no. You don't want "that" around. May be better to not make excuses to let that energy around you. Have a great time with the girl in your bed. Maybe she will be better energy than you friend that drinks when he comes over. Lay the ground on such a rule as no drinking. It seems important to do so.
Wonderful that you went in on (STEEM) to help others. Find things to help that help you and are more on the path that you want to be on. Many of us seem to be finding challenging times upon us. Wish you all the best.
Seek good fortune, for good fortune always is.
someone mentioned that there was a marketplace style tag, where, i can take photos of all the stuff i want to sell (apparently people see me as a hoarder) that ive picked up off hard rubbish (large item bin collection) over the years, because ive either known someone that needed the thing (last night wasa pigpong table valued at $400)((i didnt end up going to get it, as rain was expected))
I think the community is called Hive thrifted.
People are selling all sorts of stuff there.
Gives you a bunch of stuff to do if you start clearing out your hoarded items.
Catalog them, make pictures, invent a nice backstory for each item and share it.
Build a community around it. Start seling the items on real life fleamarkets, you might make some decent friends there.
Also reach out to those friends who never call you in 5 years, and ask them kindly how they are doing and how they are feeling and what has been going on in their lives. You are clearly not alone here on hive, see all the comments!
Also sorry for the long comment here is a potato in the making:
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Bro the part when u call them and ask they are, thats a good methood too. They would act like hey, what u need sometimes is like that and u only pass by saying a Hi from ur old -Friend-
That's awesome finds! Another man's trash is another man's treasure. Maybe you are finding such for a reason, or whatever. Why not make what you may with it. There's a site called Hivelist and blog. !BBH
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last week was gym pants, $30 each. 15 pairs
still with tags.
some people have way too much money
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my biggest mistake, was buying in when it was $4 per coin ( the old chain we dont mention)
i guess people thought i had money
little do they know that was my retirement fund :P
Well, we fortunately have some time to go up... hopefully!