My mother died in 1994 and my father died in 2008. The years have eased the pain, yet I still catch myself sometimes thinking of something I want to tell one of them, and then realize I can't. Hang in there; it does ease up after a long while. For now, I hope you have many good memories of him.
Thank you. I know it gets easier, it has a tad in the last year although still very raw. I do find that exact thing, I think ha, my mum/dad would love this and then comes a pang of sadness. It's all part of the journey of life i suppose but dang it's hard isn't it.
Yes, it is hard!