I broke down so fatally in the few days that flew past! My life has been tougher than tough!
The difference is: "i don't get to say of these things out" as these days, i feel "words" aren't anylonger, "outlets" enough.
An entire tired being in the rubble and sometimes the only exertion you can develop is "an arm outstretched".
My steemgigs witness broke down in the last few days as well! It didn't miss a block but it wasn't publishing price feed for some days.
The "steemgigs witness" now fixed but i am not.
I am here though because regardless of all this fight, i will try to be here. It's my life now, so its all good!
You guys need to stay awesome. Stay great!
Even at times when the above words feel very much like vanity, it's not exactly about us. Its never been!
Infact, if i came into this world alone, without any ties, then it would have been all the more vanity. Quitting dead easier!
Steemgigs witness got updated! 19.2 edition is what has been recommended to be next and it 19.2 it has become.
Updating it was pretty simple and fast and required running one line of command!
Live price feed also being published and all that was required to fix that, was a one-time linux command;
"lf"Life Update!
I have one more dream i now carry too. My mama's dreams!
I am speechless! But i fight to stay empowered, so that even my "speechless" is allowed to have worth.
How i do wish, my life was updateable just like it was done with the witness. Simply run code and transcend reality. It's dead tough! "My life is!"
Some readily available things that i don't have that you may have!
- "Hahaha"; could easily mean shone teeth. "Luxury in my case!"
- Pillow: A fluffy stuff to hug tight. "Far-fetched in my case!"
- Hugs: Chest-to-Chest; in heart-to-heart smooch. "Dead scarce in my case!"
- Air: Free precious commodity. "Two-gasps-for-one-gulp in my case!"
- Sigh of relief: Moment of respite, with gulp of "whole" soothing fresh air. "I am yet to experience this!"
- Goodnews: News that joycifies the heart. "
- Feelings: Ability to feel a moment; ability to feel touch etc; "i have lost this!".
- Relaxation: Muscles, nerves, skin, brain in mellow-mode; "don't know what this is!"
- True Sleep: "I have forgotten how to!"
- Un-pain: "My pain is 24/7!"
- etc.......
I am still very speechless for now so i will pause.....
(As for parents, even as they crumble, i am not opportune to hold them close. But can i at least call them to hear their voice? I can't!)
Its too complicated! Its too complicated!
I love them like crazy & they love me like crazy. This love skins me alive!
"Depth" is too hard; it haunts you! "Shallowness" on the other hand is a very no-go-area! So, "depth" it is and i peer & peer and it haunts me and eats me up.
Have i exaggerated?
No energy to generate exaggeration!
Do i have an outlet?
Even "words" have deserted me! "Tears" have deserted me! I pray to Jehovah but again, words & tears have deserted me.
Can i still fight?
It's all i still do!
I am dead tired!
"Terry how are you?".
This is my hardest FAQ because the answer is never a "fine".
How to keep the fire burning?
Look at me and draw some inspiration!
"I do have one of the toughest lives!" I do not do comparisons as i speak for myself and this i know.
It is not always about diagnosis, it is more about the state of the human. (mental, psycological, depth, story, etc)
How Much Beauty Is #philippines Already Creating?
The number of steemians from the Philippines, is growing steadily and efforts are in place for new entries.
Yes, everyone new or old, plays a role in steemit growth!
Intense curation to help this community has helped as well. Apart from strengthening the existing communities and fortifying our conviction in the potential of steemit, it teaches newer steemians how to curate as well and how to tend to newer communities of friends who join steemit.
The process of on-boarding new steemians is way easier now, with curation efforts, comments, communities and various chat outlets and this gives steemians way more conviction, when it comes to inviting in, new steemians!
The quality and frequency of posts on #philippines is rising and its becoming a beauty. Plus, the talent is shining forth.
There is an untold amount of talent here, stemming from the Philippines. Much of this talent had stayed hidden, however, steemit manages to enliven and these hid talents are now shining forth.
There have been recent contests helping in this regard e.g the recent art contests, #steemgigs, story contests etc
e.g WOW I Won 3 Drawing Contests this week! | THANK YOU!
And more to come.......
As once i am able to come out with more words; i have great ideas in mind to stir more community excitement, enhance steemit growth, unleash new creativity etc and i will try to pour them forth.
Let's try to give birth to more beautiful moments together and store some of these beauty on the steem blockchain, for the generations for which we actually do these things.
"Again, it has never been about us!"
"It has never been only about rice and beans". For there are deeper things; "life in itself!".
Yes, in the places where i am at; there is no inspiration, no hugs, no pillows, no surprises, no goodnews, no nothing!
Even 'free air', is 'two gasps for one gulp'.
Regardless however, even my entire tired being tries to exude power, with the loving aim being, "to empower you"; to Re-tell you that you are everything; "you are the very best!"
We are genius!
I am glad to find a new school on the internet upon which i can manage to have this voice!
Yes, life is pretty much un-understandable.....
Even when the going is un-tough, something still feels missing but hey there, @dreemit, Valery, Terry, Ajayi, Tokunbo, Christian, @ekitcho Elephteros, @oluwoleolaide Jimmy, Rolland, Kelly, Dwayne Wade, Lionel Messi, Christiano Ronaldo, Beyonce Knowles, Beyonce, Ian, @anotherjoe Keith, Kent, Khloe Kardashian, Chloe, @kus-knee Ariana, Ariana Grande, @donkeypong Angie, Flores, @hanshotfirst Cole, Joe, Krishna, @papa-pepper Priyanka, Chopra, @benjojo, Salma, @stellabelle, Vergara, Sophia, @giantbear Shakira, Schwarzenegger Arnold: Today is a special day!
Whatever our needs are, we just can attain them. We were made beautifully with eyes to see colors (not limited to black and white) and ears to tell you that a 'Mariah Carey's high note is not the same as a dolphin trying to squeal a Shakira tune.
Well, we can do it. We can walk again. We can chew diamonds. We can ....... etc.
Jehovah be with us all in Jesus' name amen.
Your boy Terry
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Everyone has something to offer!
I wish you much energy - keep up the good work (but don't forget to relax if necessary)! :)
i have very tough times. it is beyond me. talk soon
@surpassingoogle I hope things are getting better for you my friend. Thats why you need your friends, to pick you up when life kicks you down. I am starting a series of positive daily meditations, I have yesturday and Today. Do you think you could have a look and see if if would help others within the community. It will be daily and adifferent life topic. Please feel better, and lean on us( your community) :)
You WON'T be alone. You have the whole Philippines Support! Thank you for EVERYTHING! Am sorry for everything that you are going through right now. (I really am!... no sugar coating!)
The Filipinos love you! You are a Filipino, remember?!!
You cannot give up now... I am with you all the way. when I say "me" everyone that supports me will support you!
I'd like to say more but words are not enough. I forgive and trust again because YOU! am not sure if I should put a smiley face or a sad face. I am celebrating another beautiful life. I hope to celebrate it with everyone that went through a lot.
I want to keep writing but words are not enough!....
I will just do it through my DEEDS. I hope you get well soon. I am here to help, always. We care about you!
<3
Gil - your loving star.
Thank you for the love
Yes, we LOVE you Sir Terry!
^^ Just Keep Steeming...
XOXO
emonemolover
_Lence
Thank you switie. Much love in return
I got clumsy again! see above? I just edited it lol! just human hahaha
purepinay is clumsy but classy... hehe
Hello Terry, you are right the title says it all Make Dreams Bigger Than Fears. Every time I do something new. I fear that I might not be able to accomplish it, but I still try my best in doing it. I realized so many things my hardships are nothing compared to what you go through. This gives me inspiration on learning, and doing things that I fear not able to accomplish. Rest assured I am doing all I can to achieve what we are building.
Life is really hard, we fight our own battles but always remember you are not alone. We are here for you. Thank you for giving Inspiration, and Support throughout even though you are experiencing hard times. I continue to include you in my prayers. Just continue to stay strong man.
Thank you alot
You truly are an inspiration to many. We know of your special love for #philippines, but I see you all over the developing countries most specially. I wouldn't tell you I know how you feel, because I don't. I hope things get better for you and your parents/family soon.
This is some inspiring post for someone who seems to be struggling for inspiration. This speaks volumes about going on and never giving up. I want to keep telling you the same, not that you need it, for what it is worth, the community needs it; needs you. Not talking about your upvote, that is only one of the many ways you contribute to the community. It will be hypocrisy to say I do not want it, I never get frustrated for not getting it in some post though. I know that when you are letting your power recharge; both voting power and you human energy. When you are offline, you are most probably busy doing other things for the community.
My wish is for you to get some time for yourself, for your family no matter how complicated, for your humanity, for your "Terry" to us you are more than @surpassinggoogle. I will tell you what you always try hard to remind us all about ourselves.
"YOU ARE AWESOME!" Never forget.
I pray it is not late.
I am grateful!
@surpassinggoogle hi sir"terry" i have new article hope you will check it out.it's about our problem here on our country..and some nations as well..
thanks and more steem power to you sir terry.
kindly see my post..
about the main problem on our country #phillipines-please click it here-
Be considerate this is no place to promote. But it is all good. You be good kind sir.
We call Him by different names, but will add that, you and your dear parents to my prayers.
awesome
Hmm...I am just speechless, Terry, to read through all these challenges that you are going through. Having lived a life of pain before my surgery in 2015, I can empathize when someone talks about pain. Right now, I don't feel happy at all reading that you are not even strong enough to talk or write. I wish I could talk to you on your mobile phone, not this manner of communication. The challenge of your parents is also there complicating the whole issue, but I know that there is only one, whom we can rely on for strength, every time, especially in times like this. He is Jehovah, God almighty. I believe that he is the impossibility specialist.
Surely, there is an underlying cause for the 24/7 pain. While I advise you to work with your doctors/physician on the best way to manage the situation, it would be good that you try using **the miracle molecule, Magnesium, to deal with that pain. Get it in form of epsom salt (MgSo4) and do a body soak in it's solution, not just a foot soak as I usually do.
Please, stay strong and keep fighting. I am sending you my love and prayers.
@maryfavour
Thank you for so much love. When you hear my story, you will understand even better. For now prayers, especially for ma parents
Terry, you are welcome. Ok dear. Please, worry less about the whole situation. I have put your parents in my parents, asking for God's mercy and divine healing upon them and on you as well. Draw strength from my testimony. He came in the form of a surgeon in a dream, a few months before my surgery to operate me. It was like I was in trance. No wonder, my surgery in 2015, though quite complicated, was successful. I am a survivor. I am alive to share my testimony. You too will live to share your testimony of Jehovah's faithfulness, mercy and healing. Please, when you have strength later today or even now, pray with Senior prophet TB Joshua in SCOAN.Know that you are not alone that I am praying for you. I will go and look prayer partners who will join hands with me to pray. We are not in charge of the situation. God is. I am sending you hugs, love and prayers. It is well.
All received
Filipinos have many reasons to stay at Steemit and I can see a fast-growing community because of the high volume contents uploaded per day. Sir @surpassinggoogle, one of the reasons why some Filipinos love to be here is upon your encouragement, powerful deeds and words. I am dreaming that one day I can write like you but no one can do it than you because you are unique. I love to read all of your writings that I can learn many things psychologically. Praying for your family, Sir. God bless you. I know you've prayed Him and He listens. He will also bless you that one day you can find a special someone that will hug and comfort you like a pillow because you deserve it.
So much love in your comment.
Thank you
Reading your words shows me that you are going through tough times. By reaching out to help others, while you are in need for change, you are doing the right thing, even though it's not that easy to do. Sometimes, after we did all we could, and beyond, it's ok to pause and "do nothing".
"Do nothing" can be two things: 1) literally that or 2) step back but keep our faith active that somewhere behind the scenes/clouds/wherever it is, The One we have faith in, is working on our behalf.
Your words, even when you feel that they are empty, or weak, still can be powerful and inspiring for somebody else. Words, spoken or unspoken, are powerful.
You grasped it all
You are an instrument of God, take care always Sir Terakos. God bless you always!
Very powerful comment
By the way, here my new ARTICLE.
Now this is when one is speaking from the soul. Your stress is not an enviable one, but the motivation it brings is timed honoured.
i hope this is not coming late, but bear in mind that you are loved and respected. More grace and power to your elbow. Welldone sir!
You grasped
Very awesome post! Hopefully more people will come to speak those truths you're talking about!
I value this comment.
Thank you alot!
I knew I had to re-read your post. First time I listened to it from a text to speech software and I was a bit deconcentrated, nonetheless I feel like this post was very intense and jumped from some very difficult issues of life to some much more joyous one in a flash and because the 2 were so contrasting I knew I didn't had understood all of it correctly.
I've seen all the nice messages you received and re-steemed. Stay strong my friend! You can do it!
Hai sir Terry, I hope you are okay. I know you're a kind person and Jesus will never leave you even in hardest times.I will pray hard for you and for your family. Please never give up. We - pilipinos are waiting for you. You're the one making me inspired to continue my journey here on steemit. My post are undervalued and your the reason why I'm receiving rewards, and I'm thankful of that because it's contribute a lot to my tuition fee. Let's continue to grow here sir. Cheer up and I believe you can go over it. You're always be our boy Terry.
Yes, i am not fine but i will be here
I am sorry about the pain and frustrations. We will pray for you. You have been an inspiration to all most filipinos here. I appreciate all you do for us. I hope Jehovah/God will not abandon us or you especially. So keep strong we are behind you to support you. I have already made you my witness and proxy I only did one. Hope it helps. Sending you a virtual hug and body massage. keep strong!
Thank you a lot
everything will be ok my friend. i want to tell one thing which written in our holly book that if you do good with others then always good thing will happen to you and as i and all know you are such a wonderful person who are always helping others and always doing good thing so i am sure good will happen. praying for you and your family.
Yes.
Thank you!
I feel so sorry for the pain you're going through. Despite of those pains here you are inspiring us more. You are our one and only @surpassinggoogle, our inspiration Kuya Terry with a big heart. You are a strong person. Everything will come alright. Keep the faith. Philippines loves you so much. You give hopes to us Filipinos. Our thoughts and prayers are with you. We are very grateful to have you. And I thank you.
Very loving comment. Thank you!
Thank you, too Kuya Terry 😀😀😀 Let your pain be gone with my smiles 😀😀😀
Okay
#philippines is now in the trending topics just like how you, we envisioned it before thanks largely also to your help and @bayanihan project. Steemit Philippines is growing more than ever and all of that is thanks to you! I remember joining a few months back and not having clear direction here on steemit but thanks to people like you, we have paved a path for the newbies - Filipinos all over the world who are going on the steemit platform for "mining of the minds". This collective effort is something you have sparked in the community, as you repetitively say, "Everyone has something to offer!"
A wish I can say that beautiful mind transcends physical pain. I cannot imagine what pain you are in right now but whatever help you need, we are here for you.
Thank you alot. I am glad. Plus i know you are there for me. Plus everyone has had a role in this, even the tiny comments stir beauty in the ecosystem. Thank you for all you do as well, with steemph. You always had the concept from the beginning and now direction even more, so keep on. i saw this somewhere:
Look at that I look tiny beside you :P
We were talking about the steemit effect here :)
You're one of the people here in steemit that I looked up on to i have already made you my witness and proxy and wont change it. You are one of the reasons why I continue having my steemit. In fact you are on the top of my list that I forgot you are human too. Thank you for keeping me inspired throught my steemit journey. Please stay strong Sir Terry. We are all praying for you.
Thanks
Just keep on fighting sir. We are here for you.
Okay
@surpassinggloogle thank you so much for all your support to our pilipino's you're a good person with a hearty heart;)...godbless you sir...ikaw po ang pinaka favorite ko sa mga napili kung voting witness;)...
Thank you
You are welcome po😇🙏.
I have been checking your status for a new post for quite some days. I am happy you finally posted. Your expression here is really touching. I tried to picture how you are feeling there, all I could say is Jehovah is with you.
I am happy about the success recorded with the philippine tag. That is a great feat. May your work and impact on the communuty flourish. Best wishes.
Thank you alot!
You are welcome always.
i hope you are doing great didn't saw any post for the seven days and came to know about the update i hope everything back on track as smooth :)
I pray so too
Do not worry everything will be fine :)
Okay
I really hope that everything will be right with your health and with your parents! I see that you need Steemit, you need thousands of people. Therefore, all of you will be fine!
I pray so too
Hello @surpassinggoogle. I made a post about sketching tutorial and I made this post to say thank to you. I'm hoping you caan visit to my post and read the story behind it. God bless you sir, you're such a very good man. This community needs people like you.
https://steemit.com/art/@philiparniebinag/cute-monkey-d-luffy-sketch-or-step-by-step-process
We love you Kuya Terry!
stay strong and keep on fighting.
You don't know how much grateful I am to have you here!
sending my love, hugsssss and my prayers:)
xxx
I received it all!
LAst time you share Beyonce's song to me. Now it's my turn:)
You'll Never Walk Alone
When you walk through a storm
Hold your head up high
And don't be afraid of the dark
At the end of a storm
There's a golden sky
And the sweet silver song of a lark
Walk on through the wind
Walk on through the rain
Though your dreams be tossed and blown
Walk on, walk on
With hope in your heart
And you'll…never walk alone...
You never walk alone...........
Thank you for love
We love you Kuya always Terry, kapit lang. xoxo
Sorry to hear about that brother. Life is often tough, I even get to the point of depression. How I wish my parents are still alive. But I know I am able to see them as what God has promised on his word. However, I still want them here whom I can rely on. Anyway, I pray to Jah that you will feel better soon. Just keep praying. I hope the WT article discussed at the meetings can help you as it is very timely.
You always come up with something that inspires your readers. For a while now, you have truly been offline. I do see resteem alone but it is good you are back stronger 💪👍
Hahaha i am dead weak. But i am here
Just don't overdo yourself trying to help others, I know you've done a lot for this platform, and for that matter people in need. But your own welfare and those close around you should always be your first priority... Best of luck!
The things you are going through is definitely tough and pretty much unbearable to few persons but in spite of that you doing well enough and becoming an inspiration to people ,even me .
I can not feel how much you are tired but i can only say this it will be worth it at the end ,Hold onto it and Go on .
Thank you alot
You are always welcome.
Don't loose hope ,Stay strong :)
Okay
I just loved your quote in every post the best of this post is
The difference is: "i don't get to say of these things out" as these days, i feel "words" aren't anylonger, "outlets" enough.
Nice bor well
Whatever you're passing through , you and your family will come out victorious! You're in my prayers, this phase will defiantly pass.. God's protections always.
Thank you switie
Welcome back! Hope you are stronger now. You really doing great for the Philippines. I see your resteems even when tou did not post. You have good community spirit. Happy to have you back!
Thank you
Aw Terry!! If I ever have the opportunity to travel to the Philippines, we will meet and I will give you a big hug- and a big fluffy pillow!! For now I will channel my love and energy to you through the ether
Thank you. Yes, i am sure you would
It seems like the whole philippine-community of Steemit gone sad. :(
I hope you'll get better sir Terry. You are one of the reasons why I am determined to make a change in this society.
My prayers are for you sir and to your family.
You've been an amazing Steemian to me though I don't know you in person.
Keep the faith, sir!
I hope this can give you comfort...
We had an event yesterday and it was really a successful one. Our aim now is to promote and expand Steemit through university campaigns. The meet-up took almost 3 hours.
How I wish you were there to inspire us more.
"Steemit Campaign/Promotion at University College - An Achieved Milestone Event, Creating a Happy and Beautiful Steemit Community for everybody!"
I hope you're smiling while looking this picture of ours. :)
https://steemit.com/steemit/@mikekenlytungal/steemit-promotion-at-university-college-an-achieved-milestone-event-creating-a-happy-and-beautiful-steemit-community-for
Thank you!
With all the best, sir! you're welcome.
Awesome post!
Actually Im curious if you feel better already ? It should be, it must be, health is the most important.
A slight bit.
That is good to hear, progress in the right direction! Do your prayers, I will light a candle for you.
YOU GOT US TERRY
I did read it @surpassinggoogle you know sir you got us Filipinos, actually i feel you because sometimes we look really good outside but deep inside we are hurt. Encouraging words helps alot but PRAYERS changes situation. I can feel you man, you are now in my prayers.
Later Im going to make an open letter to the people who help me here on steemit specially for you sir, the very first person to help me here as Im celebrating my 1st month here because I started last August 22. As of right now it is our lunch break while im commenting this so i think i do the post later this day. But please hold on, things will get better trust in GOD! You got us!
No matter the difficulties you're currently going through. God gat your back. He will see you through sooner than expected.
Stay strong @surpassinggoogle.
Talk soon.
Okay.
I believe.
In Jesus' name amen
I left you powerful info in my last post
Ok Sir. I'll check it out.
I hear an incredible human being giving more even when he has nothing to give. That is when Jehovah shows up. God bless you brother.
Special. I am grateful. I so plea He shows up on this one. Thank you alot. What you heard is right!
I really like your post and your words, let many see them upvoted and resteemed
Hello Terry, I haven't read through the comments of others as my browser's scrollbar on the right indicatest that it'll take a day to scroll through and read through them and I may not have the energy to write or say.
I've read through the first posts or comments and I see a trend that they are all words of encouragement. I don't know what you're going through but from your words, I feel pain.
I wish I had medicine to ease you of your pain, but what I can say is that I feel you.
My guess is that you've become too attached with the online community here that it draws you in without having too much control, the habit is just there to check in and see how the community is growing, etc.
However again, you have limits. We all have limits. Perhaps this is too much for you to handle right now. Perhaps you put it on to yourself to reply to every comment, to repost , re-steem every post. I don't know.
Again, we have limits. So I guess what I can see right now for you to accomplish what you want to accomplish is delegation and focus on what you do best:
Inspire and focus on you being a witness.
No its not the weight from helping people. Basically, that's part of what i live for. It is way deeper stuff. I did another post, that you may like
Thank you Terry. Will post my response in that thread.
Hey @surpassinggoogle..
Definitely, I would like to witness vote for you..😊 But I don't have much witness with me..😔 If I grow it more, I'm going to vote you.. Because you are doing a great Steemit service to your country.. I really appreciate it..🤗 I'm very glad if I have someone like you in my country..
Upvoted and resteemed for you..😊
Cheers..🍺🍻
Post of the day.i resteem it.i hope it will be a tending post
.thanks for having good article that inspires all of Filipino's in the community.
we had ups and down's in life..but remember this Jehovah is with us all in Jesus' Name,his always there when we felt down and trouble just lean on his
wisdom and guidance, the lord will make away for you.let his holly presence work with your trust on faith through the lord Jesus Christ.
let his presence be your strength and the holy spirit will give you peace on your heart.
i love your article , @surpassinggoogle i will give my all out support to you, i upvoted and resteem this post @dontryme2
I am grateful
While I was reading this post my heart is aching I can feel the pain I have been there.Your Steemit friends are here if I could do something just let me know.I believe that everything will be resolve I will sincery pray to God that your pain will be ease away.I believe that strong faith will help you feel better remember that we are here in good times and bad times you can lean on .
I do believe in that faith. Please pray using that faith to Jehovah in Jesus's name! Pray for her and him!
I agree with you @surpassinggoogle, the power of prayer is great under any circumstances!
No doubt!
great blog
I wish you all the health which you do need! Having everything doesn't mean anything when you don't have health,...... Health seems a small thing, but when its not there it is the biggest problem peple could imagine.
It is, it crushes everything. Family too
Wow....
No more words ..
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My dear friend @surpassinggoogle
Perfect...and smart work...
Upvoted and resteemed...
Cheers~~~~~~
@surpassinggoogle I can relate to your feelings and emotion,
Sharing us your burdened,
Your life,
And in be half of my Family,
I pray to almighty Father that he will Guide you, keep you
And give you strength to go on,
Stay strong, lots of steemians supporting you
In Jesus' name amen
Amen
Already voted @steemgigs and my proxy set to @surpassinggoogle. I also Followed and Resteemed this post ^^, Thanks @surpassinggoogle you're truly an in inspiration to us Steemians to continue posting blogs. Thank you very much Keep it up ^^
nice post, You really are a motivation to numerous. We are aware of your exceptional love for #philippines, yet I see all of you over the creating nations generally uniquely. I wouldn't reveal to you I know how you feel, since I don't. I seek things show signs of improvement after you and your folks/family soon. This is some motivating post for somebody who is by all accounts battling for motivation. This says a lot about going on and never surrendering My desire is for you to get some time for yourself, for your family regardless of how confounded, thanks for sharing
Will try
Get well soon Terry. I also break down to the very end myself. I am happy to be back online. Be back soon too.
Sorry about that.
Okay
Thank you.
You should try to relax a little bit. Sometimes (actually very often), relaxing and doing something totally different helps in terms of productivity. Like reloading batteries! Good luck with all of this in any case, I am sure you will find a way :)
My body doesn't know relaxation
You should teach him, or force him to learn ;)